Everything's here in black and white,
minds all hazy and I love it
cos I don't have to try.
it's numbing my senses- I've never felt so light.
and I know its no good,
but I'm still gonna let myself drown
coz it's shutting my mind.
and it feels so good-
without the weight
so what if it's shutting my mind,
it only tells me to go home tonight.
but I don't wanna leave this place,
this haze,
feelings are gone here in a sway.
and it's what I need right now.
cos I know she'll be waiting for her baby,
worried wide awake till the middle of the night,
but I'm done feeling like shit.
all it does is make me sick'
the guilt, the shame it all comes rushing back,
whenever I see her - I can't face her right now.
I know I'm fucked up,
but I don't wanna be.
it's just that the reality's so frightening,
and I may not be afraid of it,
but I still care what she thinks about me,
I still want her to love me.
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Poetry(POETRY BOOK 2) SILENCE AND SECRETS. The race of sperms, a baby born. The race for marks, a scholar won. A race of humans, our humanity lost. A collection of thoughts that of a fool. A lost soul, to be found who refused. And of all the things in t...
