Eugene Lee Yang x Reader

~Chapter 13~

*time skip to the next morning*

I wake up an hour early from my phone blowing up, I sat up to grab my phone andsee lots of comments including me on Keiths post. I quickly get up and get ready.

I jump into my car and drove to Starbucks, my hands shaking from anger. I get my usual and the rest of the Try Guys except Keith, I've never been so angry. Once I get to the office I place their coffees down on their desk as they enter. 

M-"KKKKEEEEEIIIIIITTTTTHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I scream as he runs away, I run after him, thank God I wore sensible shoes. Eugene follows as best as he can. Once Keith gets out of breathe, which doesn't take long, I tackling him landing so I'm straddling him. "I could beat the shit out of you for this" I say as I grab his collar and bring it up to my face, people start crowding us, I was about to swing for his face when Eugene grabs me. He picks me up and walk away with me in his arms, I try my absolutelybest to get out of his grip but he's to strong. He finally sets me down when we get back to our desks but that's when I notice men were looking at me strangely, I nudge Eugene so he took of his headphones and looked at me with a curious look on his face "what's up?" he asks "have you noticed a lot of the men looking at me weirdly?" I ask looking around then he gets a huge smile on his face. I give him a look for him to continue so he does "it's from Keiths post, people saw your breasts remember" the thought I had been trying to get rid of was just thrown back in my face. Tears start to build up in my eyes, all the thoughts of how embarrassed I am start flooding my mind once again. Keith walks up to his desk and sits down not even looking at me, I spin around in my chair to look at him "Keith" I say feeling kinda guilty about earlier. "Ye (Y/N)?" he says as he slowly turns around "listen I'm really sorry about earlier I was just really angry that you exposed my breasts to the whole internet." I say as I put my hand on his shoulder "will you please forgive me?" I ask not wanting to fight anymore "yeah I will, but will you forgive me for exposing your breasts?" I laugh at his question and nod "just take the video down" he starts to laugh as well as he passes me his phone so I could delete the video for ever. 

I start spinning in my chair extremely bored, around and around and around and around I go until I get stopped. I look up to see Eugenes beautiful face smiling down at me "how old do you think you are?" Eugene asks whilst shaking his head with a smile on his face "I'm 30 tomorrow duh" I say as I stand up to get coffee "wait what?" he says following me "it's my birthday tomorrow babe" I say as I pour us a coffee. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asks as he sips his coffee "well because I don't celebrate it" I say sipping my coffee and walking back to my desk, "why?" I sit down at my desk to prepare myself for what I was about to tell him "well on my 14th birthday  my mum killed herself on my birthday and my dad left because he blamed me for her death. Ever since then I have never celebrated it because I have always felt super guilty even though I shouldn't I just do." As the words slip off the tip of my tongue as fluently as ever, for some reason I felt nothing as I told Eugene about my mum and dad. I usually get sad or depressed when I speak or even think about my parents but this time nothing, have I became numb? "I'm sorry I ask" Eugene says as he puts his hand on my leg, I rest my hand on top of his and look into his eyes with a smile on my face "babe don't worry, it doesn't bother me anymore" I say as I turn to my computer and open up my emails. As I scan through I see an email from Jonah: I have a mission for you, I need you to go to everyones siblings but yours and ask them about what they would like us to change on the Try Guys. Please record yourself in the car and whilst interviewing them you have until the end of the day. Do not tell the guys where your going." As I read the email my phone starts to ring, I quickly pick it up and answer:

M-"Hey Tia"

T-"(Y/N) it's Monica, Tias friend I have something to tell you"

M-"Ya hit me" I say as I spin in my chair to face the guys

T-"Your sisters dead, she was shot I'm sorry for your lost but I got to go speak to the officer"

I immediately break down into hard core tears mascara running down my face, I get up and full on sprint to the roof, running past everyone and slam the door as hard as I can, wanting to shut the world out, my last family member that didn't abandon me is gone. Eugene bursts onto the roof and jogs over to me. I just stand up and scream "leave me alone!" and slump down onto the floor and just cry in fetal position. He leaves me and I was not disturbed for about 2 hours but then Ned pokes his head around the door to see me still in fetal position just laying down on the cold ass ground just crying. He closes the door behind him but I don't move "(Y/N)?" Ned asks walk towards me slowly obviously scared he repeats my name as he kneels down next to me, I role over and look up at him still crying, how do I have so many tears. "(Y/N) what's wrong?" I look him dead in the eye "I want to kill myself" he jumps up and runs away.

~Eugene POV~

 Me and Keith were just talking about how long (Y/N) has been on the roof when Ned runs towards us with his face as white as a ghost "y..y..y..you need to come with me. NOW!" he says as he grabs my hand and pulls me out of my chair, he starts running up to the roof with a firm grip on my hand dragging me up the stairs behind him "what's wrong Ned?" I ask as I pull my hand out of his when we reach the roof "(Y/N) said she wanted to kill herself so I thought that I should get you because we are the closes to her" he whispers back to me, "she hasn't moved from when I last saw her, something must be seriously wrong but what could it be?" I start to walk closer to her when she suddenly shoots up to her feet and runs straight at me, she hugs me and wraps her legs around my waist her head nestled in the crook of my neck crying still, how is that even possible "I can't take it anymore" she mumbles against my neck which kinda turned me on but now wasn't the time "what's wrong?" I whisper as I rub her back "my sister was shot, my whole family is either dead or abandoned me, what's left for me now?" as she said that it stung my heart what am I to her "what about me?" I ask actually curious "and the rest of the guys?" Ned chimes in "I love you all but soon enough you'll be gone too, everyone leaves me." she puts her head on my shoulder again so me and Ned look at each other, he looks worried but sad and I don't even know what my face looks like right now. "We aren't going anywhere we will always be here for you(Y/N), always remember that" I say as I pull(Y/N) into an even tighter hug she doesn't say anything, after another 15 minutes had past(Y/N) pulls away and starts walking to the door. "Where are you going?" I ask following her, "I've wasted some much of the day I need to get some work done, what are we gonna do about the video? I don't have a sibling anymore" she says walking down the stairs calmly "We should go talk to Jonah, he might change the video idea." I say grabbing her hand she looks up at me with her pink puffy eyes, I don't know what I'm gonna do for(Y/N) but I know nothing will stop me from loving her and protecting her. 

We get to Jonahs office,(Y/N) knocks on his door he calls us in and instantly could tell something was wrong with(Y/N). "How may I help you two" Jonah asks as we stand in front of his desk "well, you see, we well I can't do the video"(Y/N) said looking into Jonahs eyes how is she so brave "how come?" Jonah asks frowning his eyebrows "my sister died"(Y/N) said not backing down "listen(Y/N) if you don't want to do the video just tell me, don't tell me such a horrible lie" he says as he sits down "but Jonah I would never lie about this, my sister is actually dead, I was just on the roof for 2 hours crying my eyes out and now your calling me a liar. I love my job I love the people I worked with, I even made it possible for us to do this video so why would I lie about not wanting to do it because if I could I would." after (Y/N) blew up in Jonahs face both me and Jonah was scared of(Y/N) "Ok(Y/N) for this video just interview the others siblings and you can just help out, Ok then get going" we both walk out of the office and walk back to our desks,(Y/N) packs her back ready to go interview our siblings.