Your body aches as you slowly become aware that you're awakening. You feel a wosh of air and it sounded like someone or something running away. The same dream every night. but little did you know its just a vision, a call, someone waiting for you.
You've been looking at the wall infront of you for probably hours now.
"Bonded"
What exactly does that mean. Hoseok is bonded to you? Why me?
You released a frustrated scream and threw your face deep in your pillows.
———————————- He had his lips on yours. You eyes practically could fall out of your head with how big they were at that moment. You stood there like a statue .He pressed his lips harder trying to get a reaction towards you but at soon as you felt his hand wrap around your waist.
You felt it. The rush. The electricity coursing though your body. His touch gave you goosebumps and your brain finally let you move but it was to pull away. Both of your hands were covering your mouth.
He kept his eyes closed for a second but once he opened them they were glowing. So bright that you couldn't look away. You couldn't read his facial expression. His mouth was slightly agape and eyebrows scrunches together. Once his eyes went back to his dark intimidating color all you saw was hurt and confusion as he looked down at you.
"D-did you just-"
"Why did you pull away?" He reaches out for you again but you took a step back. You felt a wave of hurt hit you. How can you feel exactly what he was feeling? It's strong. You could almost read his mind the more your this close to him. Your hands fell to your sides and you finally managed to break the strong gaze he was giving you.
"Why did you do that..." you felt angry. Your face was red and your hands were fisted intro balls at your sides. Is he playing right now? Who does he think he is?
"I'm serious. I'm not playing with you. We really are bond-"
"HOW CAN YOU FEEL WHAT IM FEELING" your harsh tone made him step back. You looked up at him glaring straight into his eyes.
"No you hate me you will never love me we can never be to-"
"Y/N-"
"NO! You said so yourself! You've never even liked me. No I won't accept this. It has to be some sort of mistake!" Your eyes stung and you tried running past him but as soon as you were about to swing open the door he grabbed your hand and slammed your back to the door.
"Do you think I make up the rules! Do you think I choose this! No!" His face was inches away from yours. Your eyes were closed shut as you let out painful whimpers because of how hard he was holding your wrist in his hand.
"Hoseok-"
"I can't help this strong desire to have you close to me! That's why I always pushed you away! Because deep down I knew,fuck! ... I knew you were the one..." he let go of your hand and you felt his body being lifted away from you.
"This is just how it's gonna be huh? You will - no we will eventually fall for each other. Bonds are strong. We cannot live one without the other." His voice was low and you opened your eyes to see him looking down at the ground. You felt the strong emotions radiating off of his body and right back at you. He felt angry and hurt that you rejected him and you bet he could also feel how scared you were.
You couldn't face him right now. You felt like you were about to pass out again. In the speed of well a vampire , you opened and slammed the door behind you running to your room and then locking your door.
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You could still feel him. You felt his presence. His strong emotions. They were so strong and the bond made you want to run back to him and comfort him. To hold him. These new feelings were to strong for you to handle. You almost felt as if your dead heart was about to burst out of your chest.
"Hey please come back. It hurts. Not being with you... it's hurting. I'm enduring your pain as well but I don't know how much I can take"
He was talking to you but you covered your ears with your hands. His voice was so clear that you could almost feel him talking next to you.
"Stop! I can't!" You yelled at him back and your eyes stung with a sudden rush of pain that overcame your head.
"You can't stay away from him forever baby" you felt a hand rub your shoulder and you jumped up looking up noticing Jimin was standing in front of you. His presence and look in his eyes made you break down and you reached out to him. He sat down on the side of your bed and you instantly dug your face in his neck and started crying. And he let you. He held you back tightly. One hand wrapped around your waist and the other petting your hair softly.
You felt pathetic. You were balled up on Jimins lap and the tears wouldn't stop. But his warmth comforted you. But your body kept trying to pull yourself away. But you didn't let it. You held on to him. He kept shushing you softly trying to calm down.
"This can't be true Jimin. Why. Why do I have to be bonded. I should be the one choosing who I can spend the rest of my life with not this stupid pact!"
"Hey. Look at me baby." You sniffled and looked up at him. He grabbed your face with both of his hands and wiped the tears under your eyes.
"It's just meant to be. This is the path you were chosen to take. You can get through this. Your strong. The strongest. And I know right now you must feel like your life is being controlled and you can't do it anymore but please don't give up. Please I can feel you. Your not really here and I need you here. Don't leave me. Don't leave ...us" his words only made you dig your head back into the crook of his neck and you brought your hand that was holding tightly to his shirt around his shoulders to hold him closer to you.
"I won't..."
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Hoseok felt it. He could feel the presence of someone else close to you and he hated it. It made his blood boil. His hands curled up into fists and hot air came out of his nose. He glowed and kicked open his door. He used his speed and made it to the front of your door.
Jimin. He was the one in there. He felt him and right when he was about to kick open that door out came Jimin. He also felt him near and glared at him gently closing the door behind him. He walked up to him and they both were shooting metal bullets with their eyes towards each other.
"She's to sensitive right now don't you dare" Jimin warned him as his jaw clenched and his teeth also as he spoke lowly to Hoseok.
"Don't touch her" Hoseok warned him with a dark tone in his voice. He could feel you. But also the pain. It was consuming him. But he didn't show it.
"Leave her alone Hoseok. She needs this time alone. She's confused and lost." Jimin took a deep sigh and walked away leaving Hoseok standing there looking at him walk away still glaring at his back.
"I know you love her"
Jimin stopped in his tracks and tensed up.
"You always have. But this.... this is how it's meant to be" Hoseok said and Jimin stood there for a couple more seconds until he walked away.
"Oh we'll see about that Jung Hoseok" Jimin smirked and his eyes glew bright as he disappeared from Hoseok's sight.
"You won't win. She's mine"
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IM SORRY OKAY
It took me awhile to update but idk man just been feeling not so jolly but here is a Christmas's present from me and hope you like it even though it's not a long chapter I'll make up for it in the next one though :) U
