Chapter 10: Why?

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BPOV

How?

How in the world.

"Edward" I said, the same time he said "Bella."

He closed his eyes. "I must be dreaming. Or im crazy. You're dead."

I decided to talk. "Yeah, I saw my body being loaded into the gurney."

He stared, surprised that I was talking.

"Im crazy huh?" he asked me.

"I dont know Edward. But im pretty sure that were both in a fucked up situation right now." I told him.

We sat in silence for a while.

"Can I hold your hand?" he asked me.

"Yeah, I guess. Why?"

He sighed and smiled a little.

"I want to hold on to the last piece of sanity I have left."

I chuckled sadly. "Im your sanity?"

"Believe it or not, if you disappear right now I'd probably go crazy."

I sighed.

"Are you blaming yourself Edward?" I asked him.

"Im not. Im just, sad, that's all."

"Why?" I whispered.

"You'll learn it in time Bella."

We sat in silence again. I dont know how long we sat, but we just did.

"Bella?"

"Hmmm?"

"How?" He asked. "No wait-- Let me rephrase that. Why? Why is your soul here? Why can I see you? Why can I touch you?" he asked.

I dont know. I dont know.

"Everything has a reason, I just dont know the reason for this one." I answered instead.

I felt my eyes close and I laid my head on Edward's shoulders.

"Bella!"

His voice.

So far away.

And that's when I slipped away again.

A/N:

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