Its like Forever

Chapter 5: Why?

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-HD

BPOV

I stared into his eyes.

Its actually a very weird color, its, grey in the middle and green on the rest, with golden flecks surrounding it, almost like its hazel.

I always thought it was green..

I was brought out of my musings when Edward spoke my name.

Swoon.

"Bella, why are you avoiding me?"

Was I avoiding him?

Yeah, stupid.

"Uhmm, ive been busy lately?" He raises his eyebrow.

Well, I guess he did not miss that question mark at the end.

"Tell me the truth Bella. Please"

Sigh. I just cant. If only you knew Edward, I would have told you already.

"Look, Edward, there's really nothing to say here." I started to walk away when he grabbed my hand. Again.

"Bella" he began. He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Bella, look, are you scared of me? Because ive been really trying hard for you to notice me."

What. The. Actual. Fuck.

He. EDWARD CULLEN, was trying to change, for me.

FOR. ME.

Okay, calm down bitch.

Answer him.

"Im not scared of you Edward. Im just, you know. Shy."

Lame excuse Bella. Lame excuse.

"Thats just it Bella, you are SHY. Sometimes you just look so alone that I really try hard to be nice and all that shit. I want to be your friend, and you seem so light and happy when im around. Please. Tell me."

Well, I am happy when he is---

Wait. No.

Did he just say what I think he said?

Friend.

I wanna be your friend Bella.

Friend.

Why!!?

Woah. That is like, a punch in the gut.

So that is all I am.

A friend.

Way to friendzone me there Edward.

Unable to control my emotions I ran.

I ran.

I didnt even bother responding.

I didnt even hear him calling my name.

I didnt even see anything.

I just ran.