Your not the man I fell in love with

Wtf part 2

                                   Lloyd's POV
She just really took me there. I really put my hands on her.Tears rolling down my face,I pace back and forth In the driveway. I don't know how to feel. "Awhhhhhejekjk" I screamed at the top of my lungs.This shit so frustrating. I love her so much... I don't wanna lose her. Getting into my poshe,I start to back out the driveway. I look up at our bedroom window to see envy looking out of it. Her eyes are bloodshot red.I just look away from her because this pain is too much to bare right now. I'm so disappointed in myself because I had my son seeing me in a different light that I didn't intend for him to see. If she would just listen to me,things wouldn't have went down how they did. Driving down my neighborhood,I make my way to tevin house. We Been bestfriends since little league days. We always made that pack that we would try to follow eachother as far as getting drafted and we kept it too. Pulling in to his drive way he sitting outside shaking his head at me. He came to the passenger side and opened the door.He through his phone in the car and sat down in the car. "So what's up bruh,what happened" tev said concerned. I just sat there and tried to muster the courage to tell him. "I did something ima regret but I want to wait until jeezy get here" I said bracing myself. He was was hughing and puffing cause tevin was very impatient person. Not long jeezy pulled up and seen we were in the car.He has on a hat to the back and some basketball shorts.Look like he got done playing basketball. "What up y'all boys"he dapped us. "Why we here right now" jeezy said confused. Tevin looked at me like nigga start. "Okay,y'all know I been going through a lot" I said starting off. "More like going through every female you see" "you need to stop that shit"'tevin said seriously. I know he was fed up with lying for me and trying to defend my name. "Yeah I do and that's what I'm gonna do" I said in a matter fact voice. "Yeah I don't believe that will happen because you love women and you can't stay out the club with us" jeezy said in a joking manner. I was getting more upset because they be encouraging me to come. "Key word us" I said with so much emphasis. "Yeah we said come not to cheat that's your choice" tevin said quickly. Well It might be my fault but still. "Anyway,me and envy got into an argument bout ole dude,she say her boy bestfriend,he stay coming around and texting like that's not your wife and I tell her stop talking to that nigga,she been paying him more attention to him and it's making me mad". Jeezy listening carefully at what I'm saying like he didn't want to miss anything. "Okay all married couples fight so"tevin said scrolling through Instagram. "Yeah but not with my hands around her neck" I said scared about the reaction.  "Whatttt" tevin said as he stopped looking at his phone and looked at jeezy. "Well why would you do that like,you really did that bruh" jeezy said rubbing his face. "Yeah I did...and Tahj saw me" I started to breakdown. I couldnt believe that i did. Face in my hands I cry and cry but in silence. It was silent in the car for a moment. "To be honest,you dead ass wrong,you been doing her dirty asf and it's not cool,you know envy like a sister to me since y'all been together since our senior year,so I feel like she should have clicked up like a mad black woman and beat yo black ass" tevin said like he been wanting to say this. "Well it's not my fault that I got caught up in this life with all these bitches,it's just the thrill of being with a different women takes over me" i said explain my feelings. "Yeah okay,now think about if envy was out here having the thrill with these niggas.....yeah yo ass ready to spazz,after awhile she gon find out and she gone leave yo ass right here" tevin said smackin the dashboard. "Yeah tevin right,if you love her you gotta do right by her but if you ready to be on what I be on and not feel guilty about it,holla at me boy,we can do this together" he said laughing uncontrollably.I knew he was so serious.Between these too tevin is more of the responsible friend and jeezy is the fuck it type friend. Before I could say anything else,I get a text on my phone. I picked up my phone expecting it to be envy asking about my location. As I look at the name,it the last person I wanna talk to right now. 'You need to leave that bitch and be with me..you deserve a real women and her ass ain't it and that's period you know that llyod🙄'. Dynasty texted me with the bullshit. "And on that note you keep messing around with that bitch you gon catch something,like when you gon learn I'm done talking to you cause you just blew me for the night like Frfr " tevin said getting out the car. After he left jeezy was left in the back on his phone. I was ready to hear his exit but he still sits there. " well are you gonna leave too" I asked with a attitude. I was so over tonight I was ready to go. "Yeah you ain't gotta tell me twice to go,you don't need to be mad at me" he said throwing up the piece sign. As he made his way to his car,I started my engine to my car to back out the driveway. Before I hit reverse I get another text. Hoping it's envy,I pick it up quickly. 'Come see me daddy 🤪'. It's still dynasty. She also sent some photos of her in the tub. She looked good but not as good as my wife.Shes a work of art. I guess I can slide through,I can fuck my stress away.

As I pull up to Dynasty apartment building. I already had the gate code to get in. I've been here for so many nights when I was suppose to be home. What a coincidence this night is no different from others. I parked my car and proceeded to the stairs and walk up. By the time I got to the last step of the 3rd flight of stairs she was already at the door in just a robe. She did her makeup up and straight her hair which is different because She's natural. "Wasssup baby" she said as she kissed my cheek. I greeted her with as hug and we walked in. She had the fire place on and the light dim. She was anticipating the dick. "What you was doin" I said sounding clueless. " just chilling" she said sounding calm. "You tell me what ole girl did now" she said aggressively. I didn't like her tone lately when it came to my wife. "Calm that down,you know her name you can say it" I said. "Sorry,what she do" she said  in a sad voice. I felt bad for yelling at her.Dynasty is a good girl.She gives very good advice in relationships,even tho she not in one.That was the main reason why I started talking to her because I needed a girls point of view when envy and I would go at it. It just turned into something it wasn't suppose to be. I explained to her what happened and how I felt and why I regretted it. "Well maybe she is messing with him" dynasty said as she got close to me. "I know my wife she not that type of girl" "or is she " dynasty said in a sarcastic unsure voice. She started to suck on my neck and it felt so amazing. That's also something she is very good at. Using her damn mouth. "Dynasty,I can't do this tonight" I said seriously. "It's okay baby..mama gotchu" she said unbucking my pants. My ass just let her do it. I'm already stressed and I knew this is what I came over here for.  In mid thoughts,I felt nothing but mouth and nothing but slurping. It's gonna be a long night.

   

                           Envy's P.O.V
"Jarrett he really chocked me because I was texting you,like my neck is sore asf and it's staring to bruise" I said annoyed. How the hell was I gonna cover this up for work. "You need to let me fight his ass on some real stuff.I tried to be calm and all because that's your husband but putting his hands on you is a whole different story"Jarrett said with a stained voice.lm looking in the mirror  in our walk-in closet at my neck. I just put Tahj back in his bed in his room. Llyod hasn't called or text since the fight and at this point I don't want him too. "I want to start showing my ass Jarrett...I wanna make him see that I can live my best life too" "that I can get anybody I want". "Don't stoop to that level E,you better than that. I walked to bathroom to start a bubble bath. I faintly her jarrett talking as I strip naked. Looking at myself ,Im examining my body. I had some nice round boobs,I had a slim fitted stomach,my booty wasn't the biggest but it was fat and looked good in everything I put on. He is really blind cause man I'm bad asf. I stepped into the tub and I told Jarrett "I'm gonna post on Instagram" I said smiling. He was silent on the other end. "What you mean?" He said not getting my hint. "You'll see". I soaked and bathed for about an hour.I got out and started to go through my lingerie.I pulled out my black hearted peak boo panties with the matching bra. I put it on and then threw on a see through black top. I straighten my Peruvian straight hair and I laid it out in my face.I was gonna give the gram alil teaser. I went back to the walking in closet and laid in front of the mirror. I made sure to arch my leg out in the mirror to make my ass sit up just right.I was a few inches away from the mirror so the picture could Look like a blur. I positioned the phone in front of my face so only one of my eyes could be seen. After a few seconds..SNAP! I took the picture. It was so risky posting it but I wanna get people to talk about this like they talk about New York fashion week. The caption for the picture was " Nights like this..I wish he get my drift😉". I posted it to Instagram.Not even two minutes went by and my besties are blowing me up,Jarrett is calling me back the back,I'm getting hella likes,comments and follows. "You look good ma" "I get your drift🤤" " come fuck with a real boss shawty💯".Dying at these comments,I just ended up going to sleep.Llyod will see it in the morning. After all his thirst traps he post and the inboxes he gets  he'll start to understand too. Don't sleep on me. IM ENVY NIGGA!