Learning To Love (Kalin and Myles Fanfic)

C6: "What Now"

I really hope these indirects don't get the best of them. It's not what people think. It's about us, you know.

*theres a knock on my bedroom door*

I open the door. "Hey Cameron"

He pulls me infor a long kiss on the lips

"What's wrong Cam, you never do that.

Everything okay?"

"Haha yeah everything's okay babe! Well?"

"Well what"

"I saw those tweets from last night"

"The indirects about me & you or Myles & I?"

"Both."

"Oh, well what's wrong about that"

"I feel like loving you with a fan base behind us from our friends just makes everything harder and there not even our fans. You probably don't listen to indirects but I do. I wanna do what's best for you and I feel like the obviously know the best choice for you!"

"To be honest, I know what's the best choice for me. And that's being with you. No one else. I love you and I'm glad you think indirects and other peoples opinion could help us out. But listen to yours first. How would you feel if we weren't together anyone! I think it would hurt me more then anyone in this world, you're my everything babe"

Have you ever lost someone and realized that gave you every thing? And before they left the felt nothing . . . . . .

"You're right Paige, I'm sorry"

"Indirects are just tweets so people can react back, nothing big. Its not a law babe"

Cam walks up to me and grabs my waist and kisses me up from my neck up to my lips.

*the door swings open* it's was Myles

"You guys are making out when everyone in Kamfam are begging me to go back with her. I don't understand how this all works but I'm really confused and hurt. I really loved you Paige when we did date"

"Myles you don't need to be confused because it's just not gonna happen again. I'm really sorry but I really love cam! I can't stress that enough"

"Oh yeah, I'm sorry!! I guess I'll go"

Myles leaves and it's always awkward when he leaves!! Did he really think I was gonna get back together when him. Was that some kind of a joke .-.

"Cam I think it's time for us to get ready for today and get lunch"

I laughed out Loud

"Babe you don't have any clothes here, we'll go to your house after I finish getting dressed okay"

I walk in the bathroom and take a quick shower with the music blasting. I dry my hair and my body to start my makeup. I put my hair in a cute bun so I could wash my face and brush my teeth. And do all the other stuff I do in my daily morning routine. And I walk out the bathroom . . . .

"You look beautiful"

"Thanks babe but I'm only wearing a towel"

"But still Paige"

I look through my closet & pick a cute outfit ... Shorts and vans shirts with my sk8 hi shoes... and run back to the bathroom. I got dressed and came back out. "Wow you look stunning"

Cam, can you not make me blush every second you're around .

We leave my room to go to cam's house, he only had pajamas on since he spent the night.

"Let's take my car & you can get your car later"

Awkward silence...

"I've never drove before with you in my car Cameron, hopefully I don't get nervous"

"Babe pretend I'm not here"

We leave my drive way and turn the corner. I have to say I'm pretty proud of myself because I suck at driving at least that's what I think.

Cam points to where his house is so he makes sure I don't forget.

And I lost control over my body as I was trying to turn and I ran into a tree. . . I heard Cameron trying to tell me something but I couldn't hear anything and I guess it was too late.

I woke up to a bunch of bright lights. With a bunch of needles in my arms. . . I wish I could go back.

"Why am I in a hospital bed"

"Where's Cameron"

"Did I hurt Cameron"

"Can I see cam"

Those Were the thoughts running through my head.

I had so many questions. I was so scared that I actually hurt Cameron, and I was going to have to live with that. He's my everything and I don't wanna be left with nothing. .

I checked my phone since that's the only thing that didn't get damaged in the accident. The first thing I do is check twitter

"@camfairfax: in so much pain. I miss my baby girl! I really hope she's okay. Paige I love you"

I reply to his tweet.

"@paigeeloveyy: @camfairfax I'm so sorry babe, I didn't mean for this to happen. I miss you too. I'm okay for now. Cameron I love you"

Seeing Cameron's tweet really hurt me because I hurt him. How am I gonna live with myself if I really hurt him terribly. I love him so much but I don't think I'll be okay if I, his girlfriend, did that. I see a nurse making me lose my train of thought. "Excuse me, do you know who Cameron fairfax is?"

"Yes I do ma'am. He's two doors away from you"

"Do you think I could see him?"

"Yeah, I don't see why not" as she smiles at me.

The nurse helped me get out of the bed so I could see Cameron. We walk together even though I felt so weak. "Oh my goodness" as I stopped & looked into the room Cameron's room.

A tear was now on my cheek. The nurse tapped me and said "did wanna sit next to him" "yes please can you move the chair next to the bed" she moved the chair for me and I sat.

"I'm so sorry Cameron, I didn't mean for this too happen"

I felt his hand on mine as I was crying.

Cameron looked like so lifeless. He had a breathing lube and a bunch of needles in heart. I couldn't imagine the pain I put him in. I don't understand how this could happen.

"And I still love you"

"I love you more Cameron"

"Cameron what was the last thing you were trying to tell me"

"I was telling you watch out for the tree and you didn't respond and I tried to take the wheel but it was too late, I tried to save us but mostly you"

"You should've let me die, I lost control of what I was doing."

"You didn't mean too so that's why I saved you! I'll be okay Paige, look at me babe. I'm still here and that's all that matters"

I look into his eyes crying as he's holding my cheek in his hand.

I hear my phone and It was blowing up from twitter and text & phone calls. I texted our parents the address to the hospital.

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Cam's P.O.V

I was looking at Paige texting our parents where we were and before I knew it. She passed out and I yelled for the doctor. everything was happening so fast it was hard to explain everything that was happening.

"If I'm the reason she no longer exist, what will I live for?