Learning To Love (Kalin and Myles Fanfic)

C2: " I Don't Deserve This"

That's great I have to worry about my brothers now. I don't understand why my parents don't care about us. I mean why have us, if you aren't gonna take care of us. Our oldest brother was always favorited before us because if we didn't agree with him, we were afraid we were gonna get hurt. I mean I'm the only girl but that didn't stop him. Before we used to be a happy family. That all changed when our mother started drinking and worse thing about it my dad was encouraging her which I didn't understand. And then my brother followed in her footsteps.
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*Talking to myles*

Everyone was looking at us now.

"Myles what the fuck are you talking about"

"Oh you don't know, me and your brother got really close these past few days"

"Why are you trying to ruin my life"

"Because I love you still and Cam doesn't deserve you like I do"

"But there's no reason to put my brothers in this, I rather you hurt me then my brothers. They've done nothing to you"

"That's the point, I've done nothing to you and I don't deserve this"

Shaking my head "I have to go home"

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I look at cam and we get ready to go. My friends stay and watch the movie. I'm so thankful they came & so I thanked everyone of them. I felt really bad for Cam cause I know he put a lot of work into this and I'm barley getting used to having a boyfriend even tho it's been 6 months. I've always wanted to be called by my name instead of babe with my boyfriend because I wasn't anything special.

I look over at cam as we're on our way home.

"I'm really sorry for ruining this night, I know you put so much work into this surprise" with my head down

"You know what it's not okay, i really love you and I don't think you understand. It's not fair to me that I have to work this hard for your love"

"Paige, do you love myles still because if you do! Just remember all the crap and pain that he put you through. He laughs.

"Cam I'm sorry, I really am. By the way I don't love myles"

"Whatever Paige"

the silence chokes me up with tears

"Cam are you gonna spend the night"

"For your brothers not you"

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I don't get why Cam is getting mad at me, I honestly did nothing. He didn't even defend me when I needed help. I would depend him if anything happened to him. I feel like someone told him something that isn't true. I'm his girlfriend why can't he believe me. Me out of all people that he's doesn't believe right now is ridiculous.

We're at my house and I get out the car. I slam the door!!!

"What was that for" cam asks me

"You should tell me"

"Whatever I'm not here to deal with you"

I knock & My brother opens the door

"I've been expecting you" to me &
"What's up man" to cam

I hear my brothers run to me for a hug. I look at brothers face and they have a black eye.

"Why do they have black eye"
I yell at my brother ... "Because they weren't listening to me"

I didn't care if cam was mad at me but I needed to make sure my brothers were okay.

"Babe can you please take them up to my room"

My brother laughs.
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Sits down to talk with my brother

"Isaiah, why do you do this"

"I don't know, I just wanna be cool. All the adults do it now."

"Are you serious"

"Yeah Paige, I am"

"You sound so stupid. Whatever you do Don't touch me. I wanna talk to you because our brothers and myself, love you. But you take us for granted. I mean I don't even wanna consider you family."

"Paige are you being serious"

"I'm freaking serious, you have to stop. Cam is all I have now because I don't trust you with shit. Oh yeah, you and myles need to stop. Don't hang out with my ex boyfriend because you don't want me doing the same got damn thing do you?"

"I can't hear you, because that's what I thought! Want me & your young brothers, to stick around with you since mom and dad, don't anymore well you're gonna have to treat us like family not a piece of shit so think about it"

"I need you to leave & come back when you changed"

My brother leaves & I'm relived!!

Time to make things right with my love Cam. I hate how this is all up to me. But I gotta make it better. I never thought I would be losing cam so slowly and painful even though he's still ....