Previously:
I woke up the next morning cuddling up to a naked Veronica, smiling, I kiss her head as I hear someone knock on the door, polly. "Veronica! Betty! Love birds! Come on!" I groan and get up to unlock and open the door. "Yes?" I ask still half a sleep. "Get dressed" she said pushing the door closed I just laughed. All I can think is I'm going to love this being our new home.
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(Veronica's P.O.V)
A/N: trigger warning
Betty decided that Polly and I should have some time to get to know each other and get close, so her and I decided to go to the mall and a movie.
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Polly and I just got out of the movies and headed to I guess our favorite store, micheals, once we got inside I had already practically dragged her to the Polaroid cameras picking some film up since I was running low, Betty's beauty needs to be captured and I can't to that without film. Then we headed over to the sketch books, Coptic markers, etc. I picked up a few new colic markers, and some new micron pens, Polly grabbed some prisma color pencils and a new sketch book, then after paying went into petco, I've always loved pets and want a car, granted not right now since we need room for the babies and adjusting to everything that has happened. After looking we decided to just go on a drive, since we had already went to the mall and new bury comics before the movie, we had some lunch. "Who knew we'd have so much in common, Polly you are amazing!" I said laughing along with her. "Well ya know Betty does pick the best ones" she smiled and so didn't eye. "Betty, honestly turned my life upside down." I started. "If it wasn't for her I'd probably still be dealing with an abusive boyfriend who all he did was cheat and hurt people, I understand what I did to Betty sucked but maybe taking jughead away saved her more in the long run than anything, and honestly I truly hated who I was before her. I just hope she doesn't blame herself too much for what your guys' mother did." I said looking down. "Veronica you are amazing like damn you and Betty are made for each other she deserves you, plus she hasn't been this happy in a long time, you love her as much as she loves you and you will probably always be the reason she is alive, hell I don't know what she would have done with out you, her many suicide attempts have impacted me so much since her first, it made it seem like there was no hope anymore, my happy little sister always filled with joy, in so much pain that it kills her, it hurts a lot." Polly said as I looked at her. "I'll take care of her Polly, I promise, I'll make it up, I never wanted her to hurt, and I was the cause, so now I will be the one to show her how loved she really is." I said tearing up. "We should start heading back, it is about a 45 minute drive home, and I want to surprise Betty with what I got her." I said holding a tiny jewelry box in my hand. Polly nodded
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We finally got home, mom wasn't home so I assumed she was at work, Polly told me she was going to go on a walk, I nodded, I did want alone time with Betty anyways. The house was way too quiet though, maybe Betty is asleep, since there isn't even any TVs on. I walked into our room to see her not on the bed, so I thought she might have taken a shower, I do hear some water running. So I opened to bathroom door, my hart broke, pills everywhere blood down her arms, I held her calling the ambulance then my mom, trying to stop the blood, tears down my face. Please not now, you can't go yet Betty, just hang on, I love you, Polly needs you, I need you, you need to meet the babies. The ambulance got her and took her me in the back with her, them trying to stitch up her scars. Not like this. I old my mom to meet us at the hospital.
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I sat in the waiting room, waiting for my mom, and Polly to get here. A mess on the floor, still holding the present I got her in my hands, just let her be okay. I promised Polly I'd keep her safe, and the one time I'm not home this happens, I feel ashamed, it's my fault, she needed me. My mom hugging me brought me out of my thoughts. "Mom......" I said crying. "I should have been there, maybe if I was-" she cut me off. "Veronica it's okay....I will talk to the doctors once we see them, right now have faith, she will be okay." I nodded choking on my tears, seeing Polly, that hurt worse, she shouldn't be dealing with this she is due soon, the stress isn't good.
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After waiting for a while, mom came over after talking to the doctors. "She is alive, she needs rest so only one person can go in, Veronica, you should." She said. "Polly should. Not me." I cried. "No B needs you, v just go" Polly said. I nodded walking into her room sitting next to her, I held her hand, and kissed her head. I'm so sorry betsikins.
A/N: heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm back I'm better and hell writers block is semi gone sooo yeah
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Fanfic(warning there is a lot of self harm and suicide references) I have always admire her, but she has bullied me since we were 6, we are now in our second year in highschool, i guess thats all that will happen.
