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Story 3-{A letter for you Sakura}

So yeah the title is like base on my life so NO FURTHER QUESTION ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE AND EVEN MY CRUSH NOW GET ON THE STORY! *crying in the corner*

Chaeyeon POV

So yeah seeing them in the corner of the classroom happily chatting while me trying my best to keep my composure.

I just sigh and go outside.

"Hey!" I heard Eunbi calling me and she run towards me.

"Oh hey Eunbi um..what do you want?" I ask her and she look at me smiling.

"Let eat together." She said and I look at Skaura and Hyewon again and I just accept Eunbi offer.

And we just go to the cafeteria as we got there we just chat and laugh together.

As the bell rings we just got to our respective.

As I take my seat reading my notes I took a little peek from Sakyra still chatting to Hyewon I feel a ache from my heart.

Why?

Why do I have to suffer?

Right I must be happy for you right?

As I was reading Sakura tap my shoulder.

"Um yes Sakura?" I ask her and she smiled.

"Ne, Chaeyeon can you plwase help me with Science?" She said and I just nod and she hug me I'm trying my best not to blush.

As she go back to her seat happily chatting to her.

I took out a paper and wrote something as the teacher comes in time I finish the poem I put it in my bag.

Times goes by class end as I go infront of Sakura locker I put the poem in her locker and leave.

As I go to the hospital I go to my doctor.

"Doctor it's tomorrow right?" I ask him and he look at me.

"Yes are you ready?" He ask me.

I just nod.

Sakura POV

So school is done.

So me and Hyewon have a date so I have no time to put my things in my locker.

So I just quickly go home and change my clothes.

But when I went to school I did'nt see Chaeyeon I ask Eunbi and some of her friends they say they did'nt saw her I became worried maybe after school I will visit her.

As school ended I went to my locker as I open it I saw a letter.

As I look at it, it has no name.

I open it and read it.

Today as I went home,
even if I'm with my friends, I feel so alone
thinking of you made me feel so blue,
for you love her, and I'm in love with you

this heartache makes me want to cry
but instead of tears, I express it with a sigh
for I don't want them to see
that I'm crying, because I'm falling for you badly

"it's just a little crush," that's what I say
but it's making a big hole when I see you every day
for when I follow your stare, it leads to her
and sometimes, I feel like tears are going to make my vision blur

I know it's pathetic, but when you talk to me
I feel so pleased and happy
but still, I know that you're not going to love me
'cause your heart belongs to her completely

you're just a fantasy
and you'll never love me in reality
I know that someday you're just going to be a memory,
that I will remember when I'm lonely

but someday is not yet today
it still is far, far away
but I wish you'll notice anyway,
that my heart is breaking
and even though I'm smiling
just look in my eyes
and you'll see that I'm dying.

- Lee Chaeyeon♡

As I read it I just cried.

"Why did'nt you tell me Chaeyeon?" I mumbled as I put the poem in my bag I run to Chaeyeon house.

I press the doorbell as I heard the door unlocked it revealed Chaeyeon mom with a teary eyes.

"Um hello mrs.Lee um.. is Chaeyeon there?" I ask her and she just cried.

"Um..are you okay?" I ask her.

"Chaeyeon died dear." She said as I heard that I was shock.

"Wait what died but why?" I said and as she led me to the house she let me seat.

"Chaeyeon has cancer to the heart earlier she has a surgery but it's failed she died she did'nt make it." Her mother explained.

I just bid goodbye to Chaeyeon mother and leave.

As read the poem again I just cried.

I regret it.

When I was talking to Hyewon I notice she looking at me.

As I remember the times we had.

Why did'nt I notice her feelings for me why did'nt you tell me Chaeyeon?

So about the poem that Chaeyeon I jsut search it and I saw it so there the poem is not mine it's belong to the rightful person and have a good days guys!