I miss you...
Please come back ! Even if I know you won't live in my house anymore, I want you here. Next to me. Next to my house.
I want you to protect me.
I want you to help me, to stop me, to love me.
I want to feel loved !
I don't know if it's normal to feel things like this. I know you love me but, my heart and brain are so rude. You know it, right ?
Come back to me.
I miss you. And they miss you too. We need you. Where are you ? Do you sleep in your bed ? Maybe in another one ?
You never send a message. I don't want to do it.
So, I'm here, writing some words. Because I don't want to talk about it to people. I'm so afraid.
I changed so much...
You didn't see it.
I can't blame you. Maybe yes, maybe no. But I just miss you too much.
Maybe I didn't love you enough ?
They didn't too ? You can't say that, or I will kill you.
I'm always alone at home. Come back to me ! To us !