Please look at me,
Never leave me alone
Take care of me
I need you
I really need you.
My life started seventeen years ago. I was a little girl, such beautiful but nobody saw my beauty. I had some confessions but I never felt the same. One day, when I got to highschool, I found my first love. It was the worst. I had one more in summer. It was strange but I don't mind. I excused them and they became my friends again. Then I met you.
You saved me. You gave me a reason to be myself again. When you said that I was the reason you were alive, I was of course sad, but also very happy. I had a reason to live too, and it was yours.
For you, I lost everything I had. Everyone, except my new friend, looked at me with interrogation. We are three years apart and it can be strange, but it is not.
But I feel so lonely. I miss the old times. I just want to go back, find you and have you for the rest of my life. Not losing every second with you.
You kissed me like nobody kissed me before. I am very proud of you. I will give everything I have for you.
If you leave me, you know what I will become.
I won't search love again. I will just have boyfriends for a night, a day or a week, maybe more, but I won't keep them forever. You are the best thing that happened to me. I can't wait to be in yours arms all day. I miss you, my lover.
I feel so lonely, but you give me strengh to continue.
I love you.
