So I've liked this guy for literally my whole life cuz he's my neighbor. He's the same age as my brother and they're both 3-4 years older than me. He's been best friends with my brother their whole lives. Let's call this guy Freddie. I'm in my third year of high school (15) and he's graduated (19) and I have no chance with him.
The reasons why:
1: where I live (and everywhere I think) it's weird as fuck to go out w/ anyone who's more than a year above you in school.
2: he's my brothers best friend and my brother tries keeping Freddie out of the house.
3: he obviously knows who I am but he probably just sees me as My brothers little sister and nothing more.
4: I'm ugly and he's gorgeous.
5: he's got a girlfriend and I'm pretty sure they're going on holidays to Spain together ughhhh
6: no one would ever approve and everyone would think I'm a weirdo
At first I thought it was just a stupid crush but I think I'm actually in love with him plz send help
Lots of love xx
A🤠
