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me&you against the world chapter 9

May contain sexual content read at own risk mature audiences only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ariana's POV

insecurities suck ass and mine are kicking in i don't tell blake yet because i don't want him to worry i'm wearing a purple mini skirt with a purple crop top underneath is my black lace victoria's secret bra and panties set i'm wearing long black boots blake is at my apartment we are the only 2 here i think he can sense something is wrong because i'm sitting with my legs crossed and arms at my sides

"baby? you okay?" he asks 

i sigh "no baby i'm not" i say looking down he pulls me closer "you know you can tell me any and everything right?" he asks 

"i do i just don't want you to worry" i say 

"tell me baby" he says 

i sigh "i have low self esteem i'm insecure yes i seem so confident but it's an act because i hate the way i look sometimes it's just like i look in the mirror and i'm disgusted by what i see you probably hate me for saying this" i say looking down he rubs my thigh "i don't hate you you're a female you're gonna have that but i'm here to tell you you're perfect to me" he says 

"you havn't even seen my body you have no idea what i have" i say he smirks and rubs my inner thigh "angel, i wouldn't care if you were fat or ugly i'd still love you because looks don't matter to me what matters to me is personality, style, attitude and how you carry yourself when you enter a room it's like you make everything brighter i could have the worst day take one look at you're beautiful smile and feel alright and like nothing is even wrong" he says still rubbing my inner thigh

i smile "you're so sweet baby" i say kissing his cheek his hand moves up and down my thigh it doesn't bother me though it's actually relaxing me i uncross my legs and he smirks and goes higher i let him because a girl can't hold out forever right? i grab him by his shirt and kiss him hard he kisses back his hands roam my body he kisses my neck and chest "i wanna see the panties and bra you bought from victoria's secret we don't have to do anything i just wanna see what you're body looks like" he says i nod and we go to my room and close the door i take my crop top and skirt off and model for him he puts his hands on my waist "black lace very sexy what is the other ones?" he asks i change into my grey ones and he smirks "just as sexy as before" he says kissing my neck i put on my last one which is purple lace "i like them all but that black lace drove me crazy" he says smirking i smirk back and change back into my black lace set he sits me in his lap so my legs are at both sides of him he kisses my neck and chest while rubbing me i can feel he is hard he can still sense something is wrong so he asks me "am i making you do things you don't want to?" he asks i sigh "no i love being sexy for you like this it's still my low self esteem" i say he pins me against the wall looking me dead in the eyes "ariana, you are the most beautiful woman i've ever seen you're curves are just amazing i love everything about you and if sex is what you're worried about i'm willing to wait as long as you are i have respect for you if you don't wanna just say the word and we can watch family guy or something" he says i nod taking a deep breathe "i'm ready" i say "are you sure?" he asks i nod with that he crashes his lips on to mine i kiss back he  undresses himself and me he pushes me up against the wall kissing me hard while thrusting i moan softly as he works on my neck "you okay babygirl?" he asks i nod {that's another thing i love about him he makes sure i wanna do something before we do it which i think is amazing he is just amazing and i love him i really hope he sticks around after this} he stops "everything okay?" i ask he looks me right in the eyes and says "baby, i know what's on you're mind i love you it's me&you against the world they don't like us together to hell with them i love you ariana grande you're an amazing woman and you deserve the world and if i can i'm going to give it to you" he says i smile and kiss him hard letting him know i'm fine and let's go

A/N: HEY GUYS! it's 2:27am here what time is it where you guys are? i'm surprised i stayed up this late but i know this chapter was dirty that's why i put the warning at the top so if you have weird feelings about the dirty you can skip this chapter i'm gonna update again at some point when i wake up today i don't know when i love my readers you guys rock! stay tuned and stay amazing! :) :)