Expect the Unexpected

Chapter 7

Brian's POV

I woke up the next morning, with Mary comfortably place in my arms, having her close to me made me feel good, too good. My heart was beating faster whenever she was around, her touch made me want to undress her and to have sex with her now. A part of me wanted her in my life as my official girlfriend, going out on dates with her and all of this but another part of me felt guilty about being so happy. Thinking that I didn't do enough effort to keep my wife made me think that I couldn't make any woman happy. I didn't want to fall in love with Mary and it was hurting me knowing that I'll end up doing it anyway and it was even more killing me knowing what I had to do.

Mary's POV

I woke up remembering that last nigh was a blast, having Brian as a sex partner was amazing. Like every morning I wouldn't wake up by finding him by my side, kind of disappointing me every time but I wasn't torturing myself either knowing fully that he wasn't mine. I got up and got dress and realize that we had a day off. I arrive in the kitchen and saw that Brian had a thinking look. "Are you okay Brian?" I ask him, he doesn't answer, weird. He look straight at me and and walk pass me getting out of the bedroom and closing the door behind him, "What the hell is wrong with him this morning" I told myself before making myself some breakfast. 

This afternoon we were all suppose to go around the city but first, take a drink in a pub. I didn't saw Brian at all day and it was weird since that yesterday he wanted me to stay with him. I walk beside Johnny and Lacey on our way to the pub, Brian was walking up front alone. "What is wrong with him today?" She ask me, "I don't know, his been like since I woke up" I told her, I didn't like this feeling inside of me, my stomach felt tangle up because I was stress about what would happen to me. "I'm sure that if you talk to him it'll be better" She said as we enter the pub. I nob and saw that Brian was already sitting in the back all by himself. I didn't took any drink and decided to join him. "What's the matter Brian? You've been looking sad or angry all day" I told him on a worried tone. "You need to leave, go home Mary" He mumble to me not even daring to look me in the eyes. I wanted to smash the table, I wanted to break something but I restrain my anger and just walk out of the pub. "Mary! Wait! Where are you going?!" I hear Meaghan scream behind me, I turn quickly, "I'm just a fucking plaster!" I yell before turning back and walking fast to the hotel. 

I couldn't believe how naive I've been. -Seriously Mary? You thought that Brian Haner Jr. would of want you? Synyster Fucking Gates! Mary what were you thinking?!- I yell at myself from doing such a big mistake. I enter the bedroom that we share and I pack all my clothes, not forgetting anything and I left, not saying one more word to anyone, not writing any notes, nothing. All I wanted to do was to head home, back in Chicago. 

All the way travelling back to my house I felt hurt, betrayed and stupid. I was going to miss always having that family atmosphere but Brian wanted me to leave so that's what I did, I would of did the same for any of them. But it just felt worst coming from him after all we shared. I didn't had a lot of boyfriends in my life and for me this was special, but he had warn me in the beginning, "Sex, just for sex" Is voice kept saying in my head, but it just seemed so surreal after what he talked to me about and how nice he was. My mind just turned weak by his side and I believed everything he had said. Fuck Mary, you screw up big this time. I told myself as I tried to fall asleep while the plane fly back to my home.