Y/N POV
I like many things. I like flowers, grass, water, ponds..... But there's one thing I hate....
Love.
What good has it ever done? Reproduced different species?... That doesn't need to be done with love. I've learned through the years to hate love. My dad didn't love me, he left for Madrid and never returned. My siblings didn't love me. They each won a price at a market and got shipped off. My mom though... She was an exception. She got forced away, to the slaughter house, told me that she will always love me, before forcefully getting dragged away. But I hate love.I'm casually just, walking through the fields of my owners farm. It's calm, and peaceful. Only a couple of girls mooing here and there. I walk into the shade of a tree beside a fence, to cool down from the hot weather. My neighbors, a father and daughter, with a couple of bulls and a dog are running around on the fields next to me. I close my eyes to listen to the birds. Suddenly I hear a big thud, right in front of me.
I, surprised, open my eyes, and I'm met with a pair of chocolate brown orbs. 'Something has changed within me.....'
-H-hi.. I say.
-Hello, he answers in a buff voice.
'Something is not the same...'We're just staring into each other's eyes as he rises from the ground.
We don't say anything, just stare, like we were having a telepathic conversation.
Suddenly I hear a small voice.
-Aww, Guapo! You found a friend! The little girl, Nina, says. I moo slightly. She tries to reach through the fence to pet me, but her arm was too short. I stretch my head forward to let her pet me. She giggles and pets me a bit, before pulling apart.
-Let's go Guapo, it's dinner time! She says and walks away. The bull- I mean, Guapo, turns around, looks at me, winks and walks away with Nina. I smile.What the HELL is happening to me!?
STOP thinking about him you idiot! He's just a bull, literally JUST a bull..... But still... there was just something in his eyes, made me feel something... Something... And I hate it. I hate it, but it's so sweet, you just can't help to... love it...It's turning dark. I watch as the bulls walk into their stall. Before I turn to walk to the barn, I see Guapo searching for me in the moonlight, making eye contact with me.
But I'm not supposed to go out late at night, especially not for something so stupid as a... a... a BULL.... But, I'm not in yet, so... I might as well.
"I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game."I gallop quietly towards the fence, as does he.
-Hey, he says.
-Hi, I say.
-I-uh. I didn't catch your name, he says sheepishly and shakes his head.
-It's Y/N... I say. He just stares at me.
-Y/N? Wow... That's the most amazing name I've ever heard... I says. I giggle.
-C'mon Y/N! You need to sleep! The farmer shouts to me.
-I, really, need to go. See you tomorrow? I say.
-Y-yeah! You betcha! He says as he backs away slowly, tripping over a rock and falling down the hill. He quickly rises up and shouts: I'm ok! See ya tomorrow! I laugh.
-Y/N! The farmer shouts. I run back towards the barn.
-C'mon girl! I need to sleep to let you out tomorrow! He says, laughing a bit as he closed one of the big doors.
-I know you're in love, but cut me some slack here girl, alright? Now go to sleep and I'll se you tomorrow, he says as he closes the other door, only the dimly lit lamps on the walls guiding me towards my stall.
'In love? Ew, no, never. But he's so- NO! I can NOT think that way of a bull. Never have, never will....'
I think as I fall asleep in my stall.The next day I try to stay clear from Guapo. I have nothing against Nina, but I didn't want to feel that... that feeling again... As the sun sets, I see Guapo retreat into his stall. He sadly glances at me before disappearing. I sigh sadly and decide to walk into my stall earlier today. I get in and lay my head sadly on the ground. But as the sky gets darker, I look outside. And I see Guapo running around looking for something. Should I... no, I can't... but I have to...
I quietly walk outside into the field.
'To late for second guessing...'
I moo to catch his attention, and he looks towards me.
'To late to go back to sleep...'
He smiles and quickly runs towards me, stumbling.
-Hi... he says. I don't say anything.
-What's up? Are you ok? He then asks concerned.
-I'm sorry... I answer.
-Sorry? Why are you sorry? He asks. I look shamefully down on the ground.
-I'm... I'm not used to this feeling, I say. I look up at him, and he smiles.
-You can feel it too..? He asks. I nod.
-Yeah... I smile softly at him... and he smiles back.
'It's time to trust my instincts'
I lean towards him and he walks towards me.
'Close my eyes...'
I close my eyes and put my head on his chest.
'And leap...'
I snuggle into his chest as he snuggles into my neck.
-... I never thought I'd say this... I say. He hums in response.
-But I love you, I say. He chuckles.
-I love you too, he says.I love him... and it feels good...
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FanfictionSooooooo.... I just watched Ferdinand for the first and second time.... And I IMMEDIATELY fell in love with all the characters! Soooo, what is this? Read the title!