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"Break a leg" I whispered.
"Thanks hazel" he said while grinning.
And then he walked on. But pulled me with him.
I'd never been on stage in front of this many people before. My life has been mainly behind closed doors, with the fear of people like the paparazzi taking photo's of me. The point is, I have a fear of being judged. And being in front of so many people didn't mix well with me.
When Finn pulled me onstage, the cheering suddenly stopped and the arena was dead quiet. The fans were confused for a split second until they made the connection. They had figured out that I had come here to see Finn and to worsen the situation, the rumours that we were dating were still up in the air.
I looked over at Finn to see that he was watching my reaction very closely. I didn't know what to do. I was frozen solid. I couldn't move. My breathing became heavier and heavier. I know what's happening.
I could barely hear Finn's worried calls. I can't be up here. There's too many people. Too many opinions. I want- no scratch that, I need to get away.
I swallowed out of nervousness and took a step back. I need to get out of here.
The people in the crowd were starting to get their phones out and record my nervous state, but Finn got his hand out and touched my shoulder.
He must of seen the anxiety on my face because he took my hand and leaned in to whisper in my ear.
"Hazel-Kaylee c'mon, i'm sorry- "
So many people.
"I shouldn't of done it, i'm sorry okay-"
So many faces.
"I just thought it would of been cool- "
So many phones.
"-for you to be up here with me"
I pushed off his hand and ran off stage straight for the exit. I couldn't hear anyone or anything, especially the voice that kept shouting my name. I barged open the door and I ignored the fact that the street lights were on, and that there were fans and paparazzi shouting my name.
I ignored that it was freezing and that I didn't have any source of warmth besides my own body. I pushed passed everyone waiting outside and ran off onto the streets of LA. I didn't realise that there were tears streaming down my face like a river that never stopped.
My eyeliner was smudged below my eyes, but I just didn't care. I also didn't care about the peering, curious faces looking at me as I ran passed.
Being up there was too much for me. Flashbacks of my past came flooding back in. A hand reaching down, thousands of faces peering in, endless lines of photographs.
I couldn't handle it. Going there was a mistake. Letting Finn into my life when I barely know him was a mistake.
I kept walking and walking, ignoring the voice that kept trailing behind me until it got so close that I could feel the sound on my bare skin.
Finn reached up to grab my arm to stop me from walking and I flinched.
"Get the fuck away from me Finn, I'm not in the mood." I managed to say, through my shaken voice.
"Kaylee, please calm down- I'm so sorry, if I knew it would turn out like this I would never of done it." He said desperately.
"Finn, just leave me alone. I'm clearly upset- I'll just talk to you later okay?" I managed.
"I don't think you will. Kaylee c'mon-just-just look at me."
I turned to him and snapped.
"What? Is this what you wanted to see? Me when i'm clearly broken? Finn just leave me alone for God's sake!" I yelled.
Now it was his turn to flinch. He wasn't used to seeing me like this.
"Kaylee I'm not going until you tell me what's wrong. Is it what I did? I know being up on stage can be hard- just please, for the love of God just talk to me." He whispered.
He looked up at me searching for an answer on my face.
I took a deep breath and started to work out what in the world I could say to him when I heard the all too familiar click of a photo being taken. I looked over to my right and sure enough, there were several grown ass men taking photo's of my mental breakdown.
"Oh for fucks sake!" I screamed when Finn hushed me and whispered
"Quick, I know a place where we can go."
He took my hand and I actually took it.
Then next thing I knew we were sprinting down the pavement hand in hand, with five paparazzi men chasing after us.
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