More Confessions From A True Fuck-Up

friendship

"Youre my best friend"
"Youre so pretty"
"Youre so smart"
"I would never leave you"
"Youre my everything"
"Besties forever"
"I love you"
"Youre so awesome"
"I dont know what I would do without you"

Except Im not.
And i know you dont think i am.
I know that you dont love me.
I know that im not that valued.
I know that if i just went away you'd be fine.
You wouldnt notice.
But whatever.
Im so done. Im tired. Im sad.

But i wanna thank two someoned who have really helped me through so much. You two are there for me no matter what. My best fucking friends even when i havent always been there for you two.

And im so sorry.

I wanna thank you guys for always meaning it when you say it.

I want you to know I mean it when I say thank you, I love you too. My best friends.