She was gentle, simple, and subtly beautiful; like a sunrise in the early morning that few get to experience. Ethereal hues of purples, oranges and blues delicately fused in togetherness creating a masterpiece, she was this.
She had no clue the impact she could cause with one candid glimpse.
Yet here I was staring and profoundly stalking her socials just to get a glimpse of what her life was like now that our projects together had ended. Would I ever get to see that sweet and inviting smile anytime soon?!
"Ayiooooo, FUCKKKKKKKK!!!!" I should just call her, why can't I pick up the damn phone and dial her number?! Why is it so hard to just ask her to hang out with me?!
What am I gonna do?! I'm going to go insane, absorbed in my thoughts, feeling like a ticking time bomb....
Two days had passed since I last saw her lovely face and it felt like fucking centuries!!!!
Maybe I should wait another 5 days before I reach out, how am I going to do it though? Should I text her, mmmmm no that seems too impersonal? Maybe I should call her? What am I gonna say though? "Oh hey I know it's been little over 2 days since I last saw you but maybe we can hang out?!" Hell what if she doesn't feel the same and I just sound like a desperate idiot? Ohhhhhh maybe a FaceTime?.... I could tease her easier that way like if she was next to me and not miles away? Ughhhhhhhh NO.
Maybe I'll just write her a letter it'll take her longer to get and maybe it's just my safest bet?!
Lā shǐ!!!!!! (Shit in mandarin) I just don't know.
"KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK." Heavy pounding at the door
taking me away from my thoughts and beating myself up, thank god. It's probably just the pizza I ordered.
" how much is ittttttt....."
"Yue?!"
"Dylan!!! Is it okay if I come in?...."
Guys this ones short but I thought it would be fun to just get in Didi's head and have a convo within himself and his inner thoughts. I think most of the time we do this to ourselves and beat ourselves up when it comes to over thinking.
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