"Fuck, why the hell do I let my jealousy take over. Ayoooo, I just can't help another man bonding with my Yue, especially one that likes her and sees how special she is the way that I do." kicking the rock in front of me only made my foot hurt and at least focus my thoughts on that sting of pain instead of my stupid antics that only push Yue away from me.
"Babe, are you still mad at me for humming along to Wy's guitar? You know he was playing that for everyone and I couldn't help but hum along, I love you and only you. Can you please just say something?" She said with a frightened look in her eyes.
Was she really scared of me because that's the last thing I want for my Yue to be scared of me. I was just jealous because somebody else could see how special she is and want her the way that I want her all the time. Everything about her is perfect and amazing to me and even when i come off as this confident as hell guy all the time, I'm not especially when it comes to her because she could have anyone in the world and she chose me.
"Please Didi, just talk to me" She pleaded helplessly "What's in that head of yours?"
"Yue?" I pulled her in to my lap so she could be facing me while I spoke to her. I just want her to see in my eyes that truly all that matters is her happiness and not some dumb childish thing I let get the best of me. I can't stand the way she seems so helpless and scared because of my reaction.
"Yes ShaGua?" (means Silly) She says trying to lighten the atmosphere that feels as heavy as a gloomy rain cloud.
"You know that I love you with all my heart and soul right? That I would give up everything and anything to make sure your happy?" I say with pleading eyes
"I know that and I don't doubt you for a second. I trust you completely" she says with such confidence and grace, it's so sexy to see how much she trusts me.
"I'm so sorry for acting like a fool back there, I want you to know that you are the most precious and special person in my life and I know Wy doesn't know and no one else knows about us but it is so hard to see how much he likes you, and how hard he tries so that you can notice him. I never want to loose you and I want you to know that you don't ever have to be scared or feel the way I made you feel earlier because you hummed along to some stupid song. I love you and I trust you." I mean every single word I tell my beautiful Yue.
"Listen, I know that, I trust that you trust me and I love you always, don't ever forget that. I wasn't scared because of how mad and upset you were. I was scared because at the time I felt that I just had given Wy an in and for him to think that there would ever be a possibility that him pursuing me could lead to more; I only realized that after the intensity of your eyes pierced through me.... Didi honestly you think we can sneak out of here and go back to your hotel room I just want a night for me and you, today was hard. I think we could both use some alone time, what do you say? The glimmer of hope and excitement had returned to her eyes.
"Let's get out of her sweetie." She manages to amaze me every time, here i was kicking my own ass for nothing, I'll make this woman my wife one day.
Author's note....
I hope you guys like it! This is my first time writing actual fan fic. Please let me know what you think. Suggestions, opinions, and or any comments that will help my writing or anything you guys want to read LMK :) (Also this is non edited, i'll fix that later)
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