A Suicide Letter※

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Dear Mother,
I'm sorry, know I love you
You're my greatest friend
There is nothing
You could've done//

Dear Brother,
I'm sorry, know I care about you
You're a good kid
I'll see you in a long long while
Be a good child & Stay//

Dear Boyfriend,
Forgive me
I couldn't stay for you
I know it's been hard for you
Stay.//

Dear Friends,
Remember not my sadness
But remember our great memories
I'm Sorry I just couldn't hold on
Stay strong//

Father,
Please, just...don't.
Other than anger you didn't share feelings
You made me this way
I don't hate you, don't hate yourself//

Dear Mother's Side,
I apologize,
I realize,
I just couldn't live anymore
I love you all//

Dear Fathers Side,
You are crazy
You don't care
Not once have you tried
Goodbye//

To All,
I am very sorry,
Need I explain that
I was in very much pain?
None of you really knew me//

Dear Those Whom Didn't Know Me,
Please don't pretend
You were not my "best friend"
Do not attempt to defend,
You didn't care about me//

Internet Friends,
Specifically @ LeftToDie_____ (Ellie)
& @ NarryGivesMeLife (ChaCha)
I love you//
___________________________
8.18.14

※Look how far I've come & I'm still here ❤️
I won't give up now

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