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11/4/2017

Dear Taehyung,
It's been more than one month since the last time I wrote you a letter. I've been thinking about you too much. I've been depressed. The thought of you not here makes me depressed.

My social anxiety is worse than ever right now, and I haven't had any contact with either of the boys, Dohae or Eunbin, the last month.

I'm sorry. I promised to get better, but I failed.
Well, you promised to stay by my side forever, so I guess we're even.

My mom tells me to just forget you, but how is that possible? I loved you.
I loved you with all of my heart.
I never thought I'd love someone as much as I loved you.

My dad found out about the letters I'm writing to you. He told me it's easier to forget you if I stop writing to you.

But one thing is said, I won't stop writing letters to you before I get an answer.

I love you
xx Chaengin

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