The Unspoken Truth

Chapter Five

Willow scowels at me " what do you mean this is you?" I look up at her, smirk, and shake my head I sigh and whisper "I knew you wouldn't understand" Willow snaps her fingers in my face "than explain it to me so I can understand" I raise my eyebrows "look I've had feelings for you, for about 7 years now" Willow frowns "I had no idea" I look at her And shrug "It's okay, but shower is open" she grabs her things and goes to the bathroom I make my bed and turn the tv on and lay down. Willow gets out of the shower and she seems distant she crawls into her own bed and covers up and plays on her phone.  I need a drink so I tell Willow "I'm going down to the bar I'll be back" she looks at me "okay I might come down I'm not sure yet" I nod and leave the room. I walk down to the bar, I order scotch and sit there on the  stool. A few girls come down they are having a party,  I thought to buy them some drinks to have a little fun. This gorgeous brunette with a tight little red dress on walks over to me and leans against me She says "hi I'm Carly, if I'm not mistaken you seem very masculine" with a twitch of an eyebrow I bite my lip "well as a matter of fact I am." She bats her eyes and blushes I clear my throat "so what's a pretty gal like you talking to someone like me?" She licks her lips before she speaks "well as you can probably tell, I have a thing for cute girls who can pull off sweats and a baggy shirt" I put my hands on her thick hips and sway back and forth. Out of the corner of my eye I see Willow standing there in disbelief. I excuse myself to chase after willow, right when I get to the door she slams it in my face. I yell,whisper with my teeth clinched "Willow open the fucking door!" She yells "no" I hit the door " are you fucking kidding me right now that room is both of are's do you expect me to sleep in the-" I get cut off when the door opens I stomp in the room and slam the door shut. I walk over to Willow and grab her, hug her and start rocking her. She starts to sniffle in my shoulder and ask "why are you crying? Why are you mad at me? I'm so confused!" she just shakes her head and doesn't speak. I sigh and continue rocking back and forth with her in my arms and I quietly say to her in her ear " I'm sorry for our fighting recently it's my fault I should have never kissed you." She finally speaks for what it felt like forever "why was that girl hanging all over you?" I try to hide my smirk  "because she was talking to me and getting to know me" Willow snaps "doesn't mean she has to be all up on you with her hoe'in ass self" I look at her "I mean yeah she had a skimpy dress on but she could be a sweet girl" Willow rolls her eyes " you were really hitting on that girl after you confessed your feelings towards me really what is wrong with you?" I raise my eyebrows and my voice "really your jealous? You could have said something instead of avoiding me and making me seem like an idiot for even telling you" Willow opens her mouth but nothing comes out. I look at her and say "exactly, but you want me to feel like shit for hanging around that girl, which also I didn't do anything but grab her hips and buy her a drink" Willow turns away tears burning her eyes and cheeks "I'm sorry I just thought we  would talk more about this in the truck tomorrow but noooooooo, after you  tell your best friend your secret you instantly assume shit and go off and talk to some dumb bitch" I sigh "okay I can give you that I did assume but I didn't know that was gonna hurt you I really thought I weirded you out but I'm sorry will you please forgive me?" As I'm watching Willow she is turned away from me she shrugs her shoulders and says "goodnight" so all I do is give her time to cool down and I guess we will talk in the morning I whisper back "goodnight and I love you" and about 5 minutes later I fell fast asleep.