The Man in Him (JoyKook)

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Jungkook ruffled his hair after taking a bath and is on his way to his room when he glanced at the door of Sooyoung's room making him stop infront of the door.

He really hates it when older people keep secrets from him, leaving him hanging in the air and making him wait for too long. She's like that and yet he still fell inlove with her.

He found her attractive the first time he saw her but he thought that it was just some silly crush but then, she was different. She was kind in a different kind of a way, she knows when a person is uncomfortable and gets the situation easily but that's not the reason why he fell inlove with her. She understood and accepted a side of him which he hated himself. He was a rebel back in middle school and she was an angel who's at his side, guiding him silently but she doesn't know that, you'd ask how when they really haven't talk to each other? She really just appear out of nowhere infront of him in his worst times, when he's attitude gets uglier, she comes around and smiles at him. That smile of hers saved him many times.

Did she ran away because of what he said? Did that scared her off?

He reached out for the door knob and opened the door. He recalled their first encounter there at the apartment. He knew it was her room, he just can't help himself to peek of what her room looked like but he was drenched from the rain that she caught him taking his shirt off, her reaction was priceless and he found it cute to see her flustered because of him.

He noticed her puffy eyes and he could almost kill the person who made her cry but she said it was fine, in women's dictionary, she's telling him to let the topic go so he said that he understood.

He acted rashly and childish infront of her that even when she just teased her about being a kid, it pissed him off that he didn't go home for a day. He didn't know that he made her worried. It was a blessing in disguise to think she actually cared but promised himself not to do that again because she might go and look for him in the middle of the night.

Again, he found her adorable trying to boss him around to clean the apartment but he doesn't know such things that she ended up doing the chores for him and so to make it up, he cooked her dinner. He just wanted to show her that he can atleast be useful.

Being near her makes him lose his mind that he can't think straight. He was always afraid to ask her-- no, he's afraid of what she'd answer that he keep on stopping her from answering.

When she stopped talking to him, he took it as a sign that she rejects him so he went and get himself drunk. He really felt a soft thing touched his lips that night but he can't put a finger on what it was.

And now that she left, he tried to get a girlfriend but no avail. He's still utterly inlove with her, no matter what he do, wherever he is and whoever who he's with, his mind is full of thoughts of her. He only wants her and no one else.

He was about to go out of her room when his eyes landed on her study table. He saw his black shirt folded on top of the table with a note on top. It was short but it got him thinking a lot.

I'm sorry.
& Thank you
-Sooyoung

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There's always a reason behind every guy's action.