All of me

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~Cole's p.o.v.~

I feel Lili fall asleep on me, so I am just going to leave her there for a while to see if she wakes up. It's about ten minutes later and Lili still hasn't moved and is asleep so I decided that I will take her to bed because I am getting tired too. I get up and put her with me when I go into my room. I put on the bed I take out her ponytail, undo her bra and change her clothes just a tad just to make sure she is comfortable, then I lift the blankets up put it underneath. I take my clothes off and get ready for bed I turn the light out, go under the covers and snuggle up to her. I kiss her forehead thinking that she's asleep, then I whisper into her ear " I love you Lili" then I close my eyes and fall asleep.

I wake up and feel Lili in my arms. This girl is so amazing. I never want to lose her, she is too special to me. I kiss her head and begin to fondle with her hair, this makes me smile. I can feel her begin to get restless as she begins to wake up. "good morning beautiful" I said softly into her ear. She turns and faces me and gives me a peck on the lips and, this makes you smile when she smiles too. " good morning handsome" she says then I peck her on the lips once more. I turn to look at the clock and see that it reads eleven am. We have nothing to do today as it Saturday, I'm glad it's Saturday we've had a big week. I want to spend all day with Lili in my apartment, I want to know everything about her and I especially want to know if there is anyone else anyone besides me.

~Lili's p.o.v.~
It's around three PM and Cole and I have just been chilling on the couch all day. I feel so comfortable with him everything just comes so natural. I'm glad that we are just having a day into ourselves I really miss this I really miss us just hanging out and being friends, even though we're more than friends now. Last night he said something to me when I thought I was asleep, but I wasn't asleep, I heard everything. And I want to say the same, I want to say it back. But not yet, not just yet.

"so what do you want to watch next?" He asks me as the movie just finished. We've been watching a lot of summer romance movies lately, and I'm kind of enjoying it. " can watch to all the boys I've loved before? Because Noah Centineo is in it and he is so so hot!" I say smirking because I'm thinking of Noah, even though he has nothing in Cole in my eyes. He just nods, he doesn't say anything else. You take care mate and put it on but he's looking sad probably because of what I said about Noah, and I don't blame him, I would feel the same way if he said something about another girl. I never want to think about him with another girl, I want him to be mine and only mine. But I think there might be something else with someone else. It makes me want to cry when I think about this because all I want is for him to be with me. He has been really distant the past week which is making me think that he is with someone else. I want to talk to him about it but I don't know how. I'm just so confused.

It's 6 o'clock now and we are still in our pyjamas and we have hardly moved all day. We have watched 2 more movies and I am absolutely obsessed with both of them. Cole has been getting a bit jealous because of how much I have been fangirling over Noah Centineo, which I think is really funny. We are sat on the sofa, well more like lying down. His arms are wrapped around me and I'm just taking this moment in because I never want to move, I never wanna leave, he is my everything. " Hey Lils," he says as he still plays with my hair, "yes Cole," "I'm sorry about saying and I don't want this to offend you in any way but, I was wondering, is there anyone else? Is it just me?" I turn and look at him, I'm on my stomach while on his stomach so we can look at each other in the eyes. Then I think how could he think this, I don't want anyone else, I just want him. " Cole, why would you think this? All I want is you, I don't want anyone else." I say with my hand on his chest. " it's just, it's just that I found your birth control any protection and I just thought that might be someone else." At first, I'm thinking why was he looking through my cabinet but then he says " I know I shouldn't have been looking through your cabinet I'm really sorry I was looking for toothpaste but I saw it and, it's just been worrying me all week." He looks away from me breaking I contact, this must be why he's been acting so weird. It's all making sense now, but I would never be anyone else. I move my hand up and cup his face and slowly rub his cheek. I pull his head to look into my eyes again, I'm looking at him lovingly well he is looking at me in the same way. It is at this moment I know, this moment I fully no I want all of him, and I want to give him all of me.

Hey guys sorry, it's been a while, I've just been really busy lately and I'm gonna try and get more chapters out soon because I'm going on break into weeks so I'm excited I hope you enjoy the story make sure you do and read through my other chapters again if you still enjoy!!
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