How To Survive High School | NCT

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3 months passed and summer was officially over

I can't complain because i spent my vacations with my parents and Jaehyun in Jeju Islands. We went to the beach every day and had bonfires at night. It was really fun.

Jaehyun and I shared our first kiss,on my 16th birthday, under the stars,it was really romantic. We didn't do more because it was waaay too early.

Aaand now...we're going back to hell..

School...

This year...

Sophomore year.

Oh my god..It's been a year since my first day at a korean school...

So many memories,good and bad. 

'' Ready?'' Jaehyun asked 

''Yes,i guess'' i smiled at him and he held my hand

''Everything is gonna be fine..If you see Taeyong just ignore him'' he said while we were heading towards the building

Oh about him.

I haven't seen him for 2 months,last time i saw him was that night outside my house.

2 months ago:

I  was done showering ,went to my room and sat on my bed.

I smiled at Jaehyun's texts but suddenly i heard a strange noise coming from my window

I ignored it at first but not after a while i heard it again. The curious me stood up to see what was going on,i approached the window and saw Taeyong there standing outside my house.

I forgot to say that it was pouring that night 

His face was covered by the hoodie he was wearing and he was soaking wet.

''What the hell are you doing in the rain,Lee Taeyong?'' i asked 

He looked up at me and smiled bitterly

''I wanted to see you'' he said

''Well now that you did go home!You'll get sick!'' i whispered-yelled

''So what?'' he shrugged 

I rolled my eyes and as i was about to close the window,he yelled my name

''Jaime!'' 

''What?'' 

''Can i come inside for a bit?'' he asked with a soft voice

'' No,Taeyong'' i refused

''Please...'' he begged 

''I said no!Just go home already!'' i said and closed my window

After that night i never saw him again

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I knew it was wrong of me to do such a thing..I regret it,i really do.

Maybe he was not okay at that time and he needed someone

He needed me 

And i ''threw'' him away.

As we were walking at school's corridors we heard everyone whispering to each other

'' Oh my god,is that Lee Taeyong?'' 

I instantly looked the way everyone was looking

And there i saw him. Completely different. His hair was silver and the look in his eyes kinda...dark.

'' I heard his parents abandoned him in summer and now he's left alone with his grandma'' i heard someone saying

I kept looking at him as he walked past me without giving me a look.

Is that why he showed up outside my house that night?

Is that why the look on his face was sad?

He was hurt,

And i hurt him more, in the possible way.