How To Survive High School | NCT

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I'm having mixed emotions

I'm hurt,confused,heartbroken,relieved.

Jaehyun is holding my hand and keeps throwing glances at me from time to time and it makes me feel some type of way.

The way he looks at me is different. He used to look at me in a friendly way but now when i look into his eyed i feel..

Loved

Like someone is caring for me.

Like someone doesn't just want to be with me and use me..

Hurt me

He saved me from them.

He stopped walking and looked back at me  '' Are you okay ? '' he asked while trying to breathe. It is winter and it's extremely cold so i don't blame him.

I slowly nodded still looking at him.

'' I'm sorry i took you out of school i just thought it would be better if we have left from there ''

'' No,no you did the right thing.'' I looked ahead of me and i realized we were outside of my house

Man..I have been staring at him since we left from school

I looked at him again with a confused smile.

'' Thanks '' i said

'' It's nothing..'' he smiled back and i looked down on my feet

'' So see you tomorrow,i guess?'' He said and i quickly lifted my head

'' Jaehyun..?''

'' Hm?''

'' Why don't you come inside? Heachan is at school so i will be lonely.I mean my parents are inside but still..'' 

'' Oh sure''

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'' Thanks for letting me stay for dinner mr&mrs Lee.'' Jaehyun thanked my parents and bid.

'' No need to thank us sweetheart,you're always welcome to visit'' my mom smiled kindly at him and i just stood up next to him while Haechan was sipping his banana milk

'' Well good night'' Jaehyun opened the door and saw it was snowing hard outside and froze

'' Jesus look at that snow'' my mom said shocked

'' Jaehyun are you sure you will be okay going home with all that snow?'' I asked nervously

'' Well i-''

'' Oh my god.Jaehyun you're staying here for tonight'' my mom said

'' Ah no it's okay i don't want to be a burden'' he declined

'' We insist it's really dangerous to go out with all that snow'' My stepdad said and Haechan nodded

'' Okay i can stay here for tonight i guess'' he said and Haechan started to jump around like a 5 year old kid

'' Yes a sleepover! Come Jaehyun i'll show you my room!'' He said but i stopped his beautiful moment

'' No way.Jaehyun is my guest so he's sleeping in my room.'' I said crossing my arms up to my chest

'' You and Jaehyun? Jaehyun and you? In your room? But he's a boy!!!'' He complained

'' So? I trust him like i trusted Mark when i was a kid. Plus i know Jaehyun won't do anything stupid so lend him some of your pj's and go to sleep.'' I said and held Jaehyun's hand leading him upstairs to my room.