Seducing Angel

Chapter 1: Point of View

Everyday the same face,same mood,same chores,same everything! when would it change?!? For God's sake! Oh Farm Crops! the examination week already starts tomorrow but i'm the type of person who wants good grades but doesn't want to study. Are we connected somehow by the same feeling by reading those phrases? that's how my school days in college flows. Anyway let's take the topic to something else besides school. The mind unlocks so many things in life but what if life is only a dream and death wakes us up? so many questions we ask and some aren't answered yet. Gosh! this is so confusing. Let's start over.

Hi! I'm Kyle Kraus :) its nice to meet you and this is my life,my story,my book and my memory. Opps I forgot! Veronica Strauss is MY LIFE. How I wish! @_@ anyway she is the only girl I want to spend my whole entire life with. For me, Love is the most painful thing to do for a boy like me who fell madly in love to a girl who loves another. It pains me so much but honestly I want to let go because now i'm all emotional and this pain in my chest is breaking me to pieces.

It will be hard but how can I move on when i'm still in love with her? Right?!? It is Raining outside and i'm lying on the bed thinking of her again. It hurts me when I see her because I know i'm out of her league. This is one of the hardest thing to do when you are born to be a boy "CONFESSING". I mean it is easy if the feeling is not really Love. Anyway we are talking about my love and my love life right? oh wait! its just me without my love and my life without love so therefore I have love slash life. This concerns me cause I did confess to Veronica and this made the most awkward atmosphere between the both of us. Maybe it all works just in movies, those happy endings and all. :( gosh i'm so sad but i'm not desperate for love and yet I feel so jealous when I see Happy Couples. The Story behind this?

November 6 2013 when we were having a party at our favorite bar of course! dancing like animals (i'm like, humans are the highest form of animals) anyway guess what? while my friends were dancing I sat at a chair by our table and when I saw the entrance door open dundundun! the Girl on Red appeared! That was Veronica Strauss :) how did I know her? because she's my neighbor and she lives just next to my house and that glimpse of her made me fall from an endless hole but the question is how did i escape? i look at her again! haha that was a joke! -_- its hard to make people laugh this days. Anyway she was dazzling with her hair in ponytail with a cute red ribbon tied and those sparkling eyes made me melt and did I mention those breasts were like the finest jewelry you could ever find on earth and yes it did turn me on but when she looked and smiled at me I was struck by cupid's arrow again and again and I found love right away. I guess that was Love at first sight but when the door opened there comes Mr. Party Pooper! Veronica's Boyfriend -_-  "What a lucky guy!" my phrase back then and my phrase for him now? "The Luckiest Guy". I was looking at Veronica and her boyfriend dancing as the music slows down to the sound of only lovers and those who wants to love can relate to. While I was watching them I realized i'm doomed! if only she was mine then I would have ended this story a while ago but lots did happen. By that night Me and my Friends Eric,Freed and Flora just finished saying Goodbye to eachother. When I opened my car then sat down and closed the door I saw Veronica and Her Boyfriend again just across my car arguing over something and shouting in the empty and quiet alley then her boyfriend walked fast and went to his car and left. Leaving Veronica alone and then I saw her sat on the floor, crying loud and just in time the thunder did roar and rain began to fall... Cold? yes she was! literally so I drove my car in front of her then opened the door and went out and gave her my coat and helped her to get inside my car then closed the door and began to drive us home and by the way my heart was pumping so fast because I didn't know how to start the conversation. She asked "Why'd you help me?" I replied "Because you needed me". She went speechless and looked down and those moments when I looked at her was just Paradise. Imagining our future and the glimpse of Success. I asked her "What happened?" she bit her lip gently and began to cry then out of the blue she laid her head on my right shoulder and that shocked me and lost a little control over the driving but recovered it quickly. She told me "We broke up" and suddenly I slipped my tongue and said "Who's we?" but I think she didn't mind that cause without hesitation she told me her boyfriends' name "Pierce Styx". Then I replied "you really do need comfort" she lifts her head and looked at me and whispered "yes." and those hot breath that my right ear felt turned me on then when I was about to change gears she told me to stop then I did stop on a dark wet road.