Seducing Angel

Chapter 8: Cupid and Psyche

The slap didn't hurt me at all but to tell you what pained me was my pride,my ego and my selfish ways that caused a good woman like Veronica to walk out my life. She told me to get out and I did, went home and cried it all there and the clouds cried with me as well. Is it too childish for a guy like me to still cry? I mean the ladies cry sometimes its even louder than the siren but no one cares. What would the others think about this? :'( God help me! and then I got so tired of crying for the night and I fell asleep. In my dreams the dream I was dreaming was me dreaming of me that was dreaming my dream,Dreams and Love is so hard to get ain't it? Anyway in the morning it was still raining hard so I wanted to close my eyes and decided to just end it. I was imagining images again about Veronica so I just got so carried away by the pain but that kept me strong. That I will take good care of her,feed her,give her the medicine she needed,have children,grow fat and old then die with her. I went downstairs to make some coffee to warm myself up and so I did. While I was sitting at a chair in the dining room I banged my head to the wooden table so hard. Shhhiii****!! and I thought of the Bullsh**s I did. Maybe it is was about time to talk to her and while I was finding my umbrella,I looked under the sofa in the living room and found a picture. Tears went down my eyes and made sobbing noises because of what I saw so I rushed to find the umbrella and found it near the fireplace then I went outside and ran to the house of Veronica. I knocked and knocked but no one responded so I was hopeless by that time and it felt like a dramatic movie cause I sat in front of the door.When I was looking at the thing I picked up under the sofa,it actually had a note written behind it "whenever i'm lonely I find someone who loves to make me laugh and makes me forget the problems I have and that person is in the University so if you are looking for me,just see me at the University". I went to the University and looked over for her. The school is huge and I searched for her almost in every corner of the institute except the library. She could have gone to a canteen or a haunted house just not the freakin' library! So I went inside and shivered when I saw lots of books and BOOKS are my kryptonite :(( its true! i'm allergic to books and I hate the smell of papers. Anyway I walked through the different sections and when I passed through Sections A-K and still didn't found her until section L and when I was passing through the books I noticed most of all the books were all about Love. It made me feel emotional that I belong here haha Literally emotional. A book caught my eyes and i'm sure your all familiar about it cause this story is famous. "Cupid and Psyche" and so I removed it from the bookshelf and when I did I saw Veronica by the corner smiling to a guy she was talking to. :( They were both laughing and it made me jealous and made me thought that person should have been me. I'm an educated person but sometimes you got to do the wrong things in life but that I didn't know by that time :) hello?!? talking about my past remember? :p anyway that book of cupid and psyche was really thick and so I slammed it hard towards. . . . The table of course :D it was a wrong thing because you should respect people who are talking and people shouldn't be THAT NOISY in the Library. She was with Matthew Akayla and I got shocked seeing that nerd having some sense in humor cause he always jokes about science or sometimes rainbows and unicorns and worst joke he threw at me? oh man! a total rip off! even the Teacher was pissed. Anyway they looked at me with that serious faces like I farted during study time haha then I opened the book and started reading and they continued talking about nerdy stuff. Oppss I forgot to tell you guys that Veronica is a HOT NERD haha yup she's top of the class while that Matthew plays the role of second smartest people I know.