Seducing Angel

Chapter10: BookShelf

She cried and yet the feeling of guilt was there with me cause I don't like seeing girls cry. I don't know why exactly, well she's still pretty even when crying :') then she asked me "Do you love me?" and I was like (@.@") "uhmm.. its hard to say" she lowered her head and cried louder and then I help her head up and wiped her tears then said "I don't know what to say if I love you because that's the magic of love its unexplainable" she smiled and laughed "you could have just said Yes in the first place ;'p" the brilliance of her mind is easy to also learn what she learned but the wisdom she has? that's Veronica for you! :) I asked her in not out haha I did it anyway :D "Uhh...do you want to have hot choco coffee plus your favorite marshmallow pack? I have some at my house." She nodded and we had some catching up to do since we didn't met for days and the longing for her was satisfied and she got to know my friend Freed and the three of us had a bonding moment.

The next day

I was going to throw the trash outside to the trash bin cause it was the clean up drive of the neighborhood. A familiar voice called my name and when I turned to see it was Sawa-Chan! oh damn another pretty girl in the neighborhood! :)

background check*

Real Name: Vanessa Sawamoto or called

Sawa-Chan for short. She's my friend since elementary and the cutest person I know! she looks like "Lily in Tekken" Literally looks and dresses clothes like her and that's why she's half Japanese. She went to Japan after her mom and dad got divorced and I wondered why she came back so I asked her that "Oh hey sawa-chan its nice to see you again but why did you come back? :D " she giggled and replied "I'm here to take you back" and I was like "What?!?!" she smiled and held my left hand "I missed you so much" she said that gently then lowered her head and cried. I tapped her back and without notice she fell into my arms and woah! she wasn't heavy at all but it felt so different. I asked myself to what should I do and my mind was panicking and gosh!!! for me it was the most sweetest thing that happened to me in all my life. How much more if that person was Veronica? :') I guess that wouldn't happen and so I hugged her back and then we heard a shout behind me as I turned to look it was dear Veronica. She had this kind of face :') teary eyes and I thought she was happy but her eyes told me thousands of words that she felt pain and yeah it was also painful for me to see her like that. She was shaking and turned back then I asked her "Are you okay?" she raised her thumb without her looking back and walked like a mindless zombie then she slipped and fell in a puddle then as I ran towards her I felt a heavy pull on my left hand and it was Sawa-Chan gripping my hand. That time my heart was being shattered again and again and again. I looked back to see Veronica and she wasn't there until I heard the loud slam of the door upstairs maybe in her room. Then that moment didn't end happily it was a moment of guilt,sadness and depression. Guilt because for that happening I wasn't there when she needed me most. Sadness towards all about the gloomy and stressing day that just happened. Depression that was made into my burden to carry for a lifetime. Honestly though it is a word that is commonly said but rarely understood I could say that I LOVE Veronica more than my entire life and I say it with confidence and sincerity from my Mind and Heart and I'm proud of it. Life offers Love and Achievements but in the things we do in life mistakes often happens. It does hurt my heart seeing the frowned face of my dearest love one. Quote and Quote "SEX" isn't what i'm after its her Status and surname it may sound boring but to change her status to married and changing her surname Strauss to Kraus? that would be the most amazing thing that will happen to me and I hope this wouldn't change, yet it won't cause I won't let anything in this world keep us apart receiving her genuine love and fidelity is enough for me :) and just to make up for her i'll ask her out. I mean to REALLY ASK HER OUT ON A REAL DATE. The following day I went to her house then knocked when the door opened her Mom was there and she said to me "You made my little girl cry yesterday and she called me to come over just to take advices on how to get over you." then the guilt hit me. I asked "Mrs. Strauss can I talk to her? even just for a short while?" she replied angrily "Why?!? so you could hurt her again?!?" gently I said "No,I'm going to ask your daughter out on a date just to make it up to her." She had that face that can't be guessed and said "So dates are for making up? eurgh! children these days." I sadly replied "Mrs. Strauss I am just darkness to you and messed her up but I wanna be the light to Veronica cause I . . . Love Her." "Go! Go to the Airport and ask her out!" she replied happily then as I ran she grabbed my hand she smiled and said "Take good care of my child. ." had teary eyes then let me go. I got to my car then drove fast even red lights were on then suddenly painful injuries I felt throughout my body. Never bothered being caught in a car crash as I bleed to death I ran towards the airport just to catch up with my love. I ran and ran and ran then I saw her face for the last time as my eyes begin to blur I heard her screaming,I saw her ran towards me then saw her hands covered with my blood then saw her crying and I knew for sure I was loved. I smiled and all I saw was darkness then maybe just maybe it was all a dream. As I wake up; to see my wrinkles and my grayish hair in the mirror I heard my name being called by children "Daddy Kyle is awake! Daddy Daddy! Play with us" then suddenly I saw an old lady next to me with white hair and wrinkled face like mine and said "Honey, our children and grandchildren are here. ." she grabbed my hand and we went downstairs then they greeted me "Welcome home Daddy!!!" they all had happy faces when they saw me. Children were running around the house and these three adults were there by the sofa talking about their success in life "Dad let's eat! we got your favorite marshmallow pack" then I remembered what happened back then since the beginning. This old lady next to me smiled then held my hand and said "Honey,do you still remember when you asked me to have hot coffee and marshmallow here?" then I made no comment to that then stood up to look at a frame on the shelf and I saw a picture with names then I saw myself,the old lady and the three adults by the sofa named "Sebastian,Nicholas and Frenfren" and the lady who was holding my hand whom was named... VERONICA. . . then I had tears all over me and I asked her "Who are you? and who are these people?" she replied "Don't you remember? these are your children whom I carried for 9 months each year. And those children who are running around are the three sons of Sebastian,the son and two daughters of Nicholas." Frenfren doesn't have any children though since she's still young and single and let's not rush her though haha. And I'm your wife Mrs. Veronica S. Kraus ;)"

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