Perfect Addiction | Jenshad

Chapter 10

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Not caring what others think, to scared to look in anyone's eyes at the moment after making a complete fool of herself. She rushes out of the studio to their changing rooms, heart beating wildly in her chest.

She slams the door to her room open before closing it and rests her head on it. She closes her eyes trying to calm herself but it doesn't work, she can still feel his lips on hers.

With shaky fingers she touches her lips as tears flow down her cheeks at all the emotions bursting in her.

She feels happy, yet embarrassed, all at once. The shocked look on Harshad's face never leaving her eyes and she knows she screwed up BIG time.

"Jenny! Open the door!"

A series of knocks startles her awake from her thoughts sending her heartbeats on octane.

Her fingers quiver in a fright as she listens to her voice, behind the door.

"Jen-It's okay. Open the door!"

Again he shouts, banging on the door and Jennifer's lips quiver as this fright and a inkling to just run and never come back starts to fire in her. She shakes her head as if he will be able to see.

"Jenny please open up!" he pleads again trying to get her to open. But she can't do anything but feel more embarrassed and guilty. The fact that Harshad is standing here and everyone else must be waiting, thinking, talking and also that she basically cheated on her boyfriend

No no. You didn't cheat Jenny. He... It was an accident

She tried to console herself only to get interrupted by him again.

"No one will say anything! Jen please ! I-I am not mad, okay"

His words and the sincerity behind them makes her feel worse and a tear leaves her red eyes.

"I announced packup. Open the door!" he announces and anger burst into her. The feeling of excellent humiliation coursing her veins at the thought that because of what she did, they all have packed up. All kinds of judgements people will have on her.

"Jenn-" Harshad is about to call her but cuts himself of as she opens the door making him loose his footing later.

He takes in her disheveled state,hair a huge mess, red swollen eyes and tears running on her pink cheeks, not to mention the lipstick smeared on her lips . She looks adorable he thinks

"Who told you to pack up!?" she asks and Harshad knows it might have been a little to much of his decision.

"Jen- I, don't cr-" he goes to say as he can see the tears very well in her eyes.

She wipes her cheeks as she shouts at him, voice hard yet soft because of all the crying she did. She cuts him off not wanting him to finish.

"I am not crying. Don't humiliate me more. Why did you cancel?!"

"I... I thought it would be bet-" harshad started saying only for her to cut him taking him by surprise.

"Well you thought wrong! Who gave you the right to call for pack up!?"

As she yelled at him he realised she was not even meeting his eyes. Seeing her this troubled made him take a step back and so he softly said to her
" Ani was having technical difficulty for the last shoot and so I thought it would be good if we shoot it tomorrow"

"Don't lie to me" she simply states knowing he was trying to make her feel better. But her actions, the humiliation and the fact that she kissed someone who wasn't her boyfriend was a lot to just brush it under the rug.