Hitman |n.h|

29

Amber's P.O.V

Everything seemed so opaque now.

Like there isn't an ounce of bad in the world.

It's been a week since I've been home,and I decided to hold off on school.

My parents are actually really understanding,and they say how much I changed since the incident.

They give me everything I want now,and I don't push it,I don't,it's just-they feel guilty.

For not trying to find me,and just giving up on me.

We are having a small get together today,so I can see all my friends and close family.

Apparently they were certain I had died.

I'm actually still in shock,everything is so innocent here.

Instead of guns and combat,there is family pictures and oatmeal cookies.

I have nightmares,every night.

About Styles killing everyone and finally coming to me,with Niall's head in his hands.

But then I have dreams.

Wonderful dreams.

Of course about Niall and his baby blue eyes and charming smile.

About us sitting in something of a meadow,and he's wearing a white tee shirt and jeans and he is the absolute copy of light and heaven,and we are just sitting together and talking and laughing and smiling,and after a while,he puts a flower behind my ear.

And every time he leans in to give me a kiss I've been yearning for,everything washes away,and I awake with such sorrow I can hardly breathe.

I'm snapped out of my daydream when my mother gives me a kiss on the cheek,bringing me outside to the backyard where my friends are.

My family isn't coming until night,to give me time with my friends.

I smile at the sight of my close friends,

Jade,she had cinnamon hair that was smooth and wavy,falling over her shoulders,with brown eyes and a huge smile.

Chris,with the most handsome smile and brilliant eyes,he was the life if the party and a jokester,the guy I was supposed to date before my sudden kidnapping.

Then came Mikey.He was tall with jet black hair and a built body that had the girls all over him.He was also a joker,he was best friends with Chris.

Then finally came Camilla.She was the youngest of us,but with the personality that would make you smile at the slightest gesture.

I didn't see Ashley and I became worried.

I gave them all hugs and kisses and we sat and talked for hours and hours.

They avoided questions about my time away,until it started to get late.

"What did they do to you?" Jade asks cautiously.

I shake my head.

"Nothing major."

"They didn't hurt you,did they?" Chris asks and I shake my head quickly.

"No,no.Nothing like that."

Then we all sit quietly.

"I have something to tell you,Liz," Chris speaks up,calling me my familiar nickname.

"Can we,talk in private?"

I nod and stand,following him to the field behind my house.

"What's up?" I ask quietly and he scratches the back of his head.