English girl (squeal to my irishboy)

lifeless

"Im really sorry,She didnt make it"The doctor said looking down.Heather burst into tears and put her head on Tom and cryed.I just sat there.Everyone was crying.I wasnt.I didnt know what to do.I just sat there in shock.Antony crawled upto me.

"Momma"He said his big blue eyes looking up at me with a smile.I picked him up and hugged him tight.

"No it carnt be no not Emma"Hannah said standing up.

"Hannah babe come here"Harry said pulling her in.Hannah burst into tears.I sat there silent.Then it hit me.I wasnt going to see my princess again.A small tear start rolling down my face.Liam came over to me.

"Mate you okay"Liam asked putting his arm around me.

"Shes gone Liam"I said as more tears rolled down my face.

"Shes never gone.Shes always with you in your heart"Liam said as he picked up Katy.

"The mother of my children.My everythings gone Liam"I said.I couldnt belive it.My princess my english girl, the mother of my children had died.

"Would you like to see her"The doctor asked.I really hated this doctor.When ever he came he brought bad news.

I didnt say anything, I just knodded.

"Niall"Liam said pulling my hand.

"I need to say goodbye"I said following the doctor.Liam knodded.As We walked into the room she layed there pale.I broke down in tears.

"I will give you 5 minuites"The doctor said leaving the room.

Emma layed there.

"I love you"I said almost accepting a response.

"When I met you I couldnt belive my luck.This beautiful girl was standing in front of me.I had never been happier that a dog had ran off.When we went for our coffe I was inlove.Your smile had mesmarized.Your laugh was the best laugh I had ever herd."I had to stop.The tears were following..I continued through the tears.

"When you said you was pregant the first time I had never been so happy.I was dancing around saying Im going to be a dad.I was so happy.The misscarrige broke my heart.It hurt me to see you crying to see you upset.I wish you could of been my wife.You were my everything.Why you?Why you?I would trade places with you.I really wish I could.How am I going to bring Antony and Katy up on my own.I carnt do this babe.I need you."I stood there holding Emmas life less hand, I was in tears.

My English was dead. I loved her so much.She will always be in my heart.