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Frey>.<


"Freyah!!" My little sister Emmaline screamed as she walked into the kitchen. I smiled and ran to her hugging her tight. She is fourteen and wants to be the an actress which I think she could do. I might only be saying that though because she is my sister.

"Baby sister god I missed you and Laila" I said pulling away from the hug. She giggled and smiled up at me. Laila and Legend was both seventeen right now and lived in New York. They are underage but Aunt Cherry lives up there too. Laila got a thing for modeling while Legend was taking care of the family business in New York. He was very smart and it scared the shit out of me. Emmaline lives with ma and Sawyer but they miss having a baby around like Chris.

"Mommy" Chris said lifting his arms up for me to pick him up. I smiled and picked him up kissing his cheeks. Emma smiled at him and held on to his tiny fingers.

"Hey can you hold him while I go find my friend" I asked her looking around. She nodded and took him from my hands. I smiled a thank you before walking off to find Luka. I found him in the living room and looking out the window. I walked behind him and tapped his shoulder softly. He turned to me and then I finally noticed that he was on the phone. He smiled at me and held up one finger giving me a side hug. I nodded and walked back to the kitchen.

"Mama it smells amazing in here" I commented watching my mom cook her way around the kitchen. She laughed and smiled a thank you to me.

"She always did know how to cook" I heard from behind me. I turned to see my step father Sawyer. I smiled and went to hug him.

"I missed you Princess Poopie" He joked from me calling him a poopie face when I was six and he called me princess poopie. I hit his chest laughing at that memory.

"Hi Poopie Face" I joked back and smiled. I pulled away from the hug and kissed his cheek.

"How you been Frey" he asked as he steal one of mom's cookies. She gasped and hit him upside his head making me laugh.

"I love you baby" he played hugging her from behind. She grumbled and didn't answer him. He kissed her neck and slapped her ass walking away. I smiled at their sweet relationship even at 40 and 42. She gasped at him again but didn't do anything.

"Sorry about that I had to talk to my PA" Luka said coming into the kitchen. He didn't noticed Sawyer and walked over to me. I smiled and shrugged.

"It's cool I was just wondering if you wanted to go for a walk while we wait for everyone to come" I said looking up at him. He nodded and smiled finally turning to see Sawyer and my mom. Sawyer was standing with his mouth wide open staring at Luka.

"Oh um Luka this is my stepdad Sawyer." I introduced him to Sawyer and Luka put his hand out for Sawyer to shake.

"King you okay?" Mama asked looking at him concern. I frowned and looked at Luka.

"What happened to Ryan" Sawyer asked looking at me not shaking Luka's hand. I bit my lip and everyone looked at me.

"Ryan is home doing his work" I said shrugging. Sawyer smiled and shook Luka's hand.

"In that case nice to meet you Luka I hope the next time you guys come back that you take Ryan place all the way" he said making me gasp and hit him.

"Luka for one is never taking Ryan's place Sawyer and second-" I started but was rudely interrupted.

"Hey hey hey you don't know that because for one I know that if I want something I will get it" Luka said smirking at me. I glared at me and my mom squealed clapping.

"Ouu I like you oh Frey Sawyer was the same way" mom said smiling at Luka while hitting my arm softly. I rolled my eyes and sighed grabbing a cookie before walking out the house. My mom screamed for me to come back but I needed some time to myself right now.

Yes Luka is hot and nice but Ryan is the father of my child and was the love of my life. I loved him.

Was? Loved?

What is happening to me?

"Hey Frey" I heard from behind me as I sat on the hood of my mom car. I scoffed and walked away from him. He sighed from behind me and followed me.

"Luka I don't want to talk right now please just understand that" I said to him walking down the long driveway.

"Freyah I didn't mean it as a serious thing it was just a joke I didn't think you was going to take it so far like this" He tried to explain. I am not mad at him I'm mad at myself for saying loved.

I love Ryan...right?

"I am not mad at you I just want to be alone please" I said my voice cracking.

I don't love him I'm such a bad girlfriend.

"No you sound like you are about to cry" Luka said before turning me around to face him. I shook my head no many times even though my eyes said the opposite.

"Freyah what's wrong" he whispered hugging me. I bursted out crying when he hugged me and wrapped my arm around him crying into his shirt. He rubbed my back and rock us softly.

"I don't think I love Ryan anymore" I whispered out as I calmed down. He pulled away and looked me in my eyes.

"You was talking about getting what you want and I don't know I just felt the need to think so I left. I started thinking and in my thoughts I said I loved Ryan as in past tense and that he was the love of my life. I don't love him and it's killing me because
I'm such a bad girlfriend for not loving me anymore. What is wrong with me?" I said wiping my eyes as I spoke. Luka didn't interrupt me but just listened looking at me.

I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown right now.

"It is okay to not love someone anymore. He must be doing something that makes you not love him anymore but Freyah you don't need to feel bad before you don't feel the same way you felt when you first started dating a person. You are not the bad girlfriend for not loving him anymore. You just need to have a talk with him and talk it out. " Luka said kissing my forehead softly rubbing my arms. I smiled at his comfort and realized he was right.

"You're right Um can we forget this happened and move on" I whispered looking up at him. He laughed and rolled his eyes at me.

"Of course princess" He said making me realize he was referring to when mom called me princess. I laughed and hit his chest.

"Last one there gets to be the servant of the winner." I said before taking off running for the front door. He laughed from behind me and I heard him ran after me.

Maybe this trip won't be so bad...

Freyah doesn't love Ryan anymore

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Freyah doesn't love Ryan anymore... what you guys think of that?

Luka was sweet for talking and comforting her.

Thoughts?

Feelings?

Concerns?

It's cold up here omg I hate Maryland sometimes.

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