Possessive ~ A.I.

Possessive 6- Still a little shit

(A/N: PLAY ONE BY ED SHEERAN FOR THE MOOD OF THE CHAPTER. I PROMISE IT WILL BE PERF)

Ashton dragged me to the bench outside of Harry's building. We are just sitting there, giving each other the silent treatment because we don't know what to say. I look over at Ashton who was running his fingers through his hair. I let out a sigh, his damn attractiveness is distracting me. Ashton looks over at me then back to the ground.

"Maybe we should just start all the fuck over, Rylie." Ashton breaths out. I am still looking at him, he is just staring at the ground.

"I feel like it all happened so fast. We should slow it down. I honestly still don't know anything about you Ash." I said nudging him slightly. "Well what do what to know Rylie?" He asks. "Anything." I reply with a whisper.

"I play drums in a shit band, but you already know" He says with a laugh. He continues. "Originally from Horsbury, Australia. I have a brother and sister, named Harry and Lauren. Used to be a state level swimmer and yeah I am boring." He shrugs looking at me. "You?"

"Well, I am dancer.. I am from Toronto, Canada. I have a brother, named Lucas. I think my life is more boring." I say with a laugh.

"Damn. A dancer? Maybe you should show me some moves.. " Ashton says with a smirk.

I hit his arm. "Ashton!" I yell. Ashton starts laughing. "I am kidding Rylie." He says trying not to giggle. I roll my eyes, turning my head looking out to the street. I am still trying to process everything that has happened. I turn my head, facing Ashton again, meeting his eyes with mine

"I am really fucking sorry Rylie. I was hurt because I thought you were rejecting me. I am so selfish" Ashton says shaking his head, then putting in his hands. "Ashton." I start. "I didn't reject you. My phone rang. I probably would've kissed you, Ashton." I don't know why he is so, so bipolar. He raises his eyebrows.

"Probably? You probably would've. You can't even give me a direct answer Rylie! You obviously know how I feel about you." He raises his voice a bit. I look at him in confusion. "Don't play dumb with me, Rylie." He spits.

"Ashton, you are taking this all way to fast. We have only known each other for a month." I say rubbing his arm trying to calm him. "Maybe I don't want to slow down. I have a bad relationship in the past. I am ready to move on from it as soon as I can." He says in a whisper. I let out a sigh.

"You know the best things come to ones who wait." I say giving a small smile. Ashton rolls his eyes. "You have to trust me Ash. When the time is right, It will happen." I try again. 

"I am so tired of waiting." He voice raises, again. He stands up pacing back and forth infront of the bench. "I waited for Rebecca to tell me she loved me. Even when Rebecca said that she loved me, she lied and cheated on me. I just feel like you won't hurt me." He starts with a yell but ends it with a whisper. I open my mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. 

Ashton sits back down, letting out a sigh. He sits back, closing his eyes. Here comes the awkward silent, again. 

"The other day when we almost kissed, I was so pissed. I just confessed my feelings toward you, then we almost kissed.." He trails off.

"But if you were so pissed and if you liked me so much, why did you bring Rebecca out for a date. Should I remind that she was the one who fucking cheated on your ass." I ranted, crossing my arms. 

"To make you fucking jealous, okay? Why the fuck did you go with Luke, hmm?" Ashton spat back. I roll my eyes.

"Luke said maybe it would knock some fucking sense into you, Ashton." I yelled. "Obviously it didn't because all you are is an arrogant, possessive asshole, who only thinks about your feelings not others." I yelled again. This time I stood up, running my fingers through my hair, then flipping it over my shoulder.

"Rylie, I am the one who doesn't think of their feelings. Cry me a river." Ashton says with a voice full of sarcasm. Ashton jumps to his feet, his fist balled at his sides. He is angry, I can tell.

"Whatever Ashton. Go back to your cheating ex. She seemed to be still into since she was practically fucking you while she grinded on you." I scream with the jealousy screaming. I slightly push Ashton's chest. He looks down, clenching his jaw. He looks back up at me, grabbing my wrists, pulling me closer to him. He leans down. Little shit, trying to kiss me after what just happened? I open my hand, slapping him in the face.

" Fuck you Ashton." I spat. He lets go of wrist. I quickly push past him, walking away. 

"And to the think I was falling for you Rylie!" Ashton yells back at me as my body is turned away from him. I turn my head, shaking my head. Blinking my eyes, trying not to let the tears to fall. I quickly flip him the bird. He rolls his eyes, walking the opposite way then me. I turn around to see Michael, Maddi, Kristi & Harry- who all had sex hair may I add-  standing there with concerned faces. "You okay, we heard shouting?" Maddi speaks up walking over to me putting a hand on my shoulder. I nod slowly.

"I am going home." I mange to get out, while biting my lip. "  I will call Luke to bring you home." Michael adds in. I think I just messed up my relationship- or whatever I had-  with Ashton. I don't think I can get over, nor will he.

(A/N: Writing the next chapter in Ashton's POV, this should be fun.)