Possessive ~ A.I.

Possessive 7- So Mad At Myself

Ashton's POV

I throw my drumsticks across the room in anger. It has been an hopeless and unproductive 2 weeks since the fight with Rylie. She needs space, that's what I will give her. All I was doing was fighting for her. She is so different then Rebecca, I know it's bad to compare others to exes. But Rylie is just different, she is just special.

But Rylie is right, I am forcing her into something she isn't ready for. I am only thinking of myself, goddamn it. Rylie honestly makes me happy and feel different. I knock came on the music room door.

"Go away!" I yell, obviously I don't want to be bothered. Michael peeks his head in, and smirks. "What?" I ask in annoyance.

"I am heading to the girls' house, want to come." Michael ask raising an eyebrow. He knows I don't want to go. "Fuck off." I mumble. He laughs then closes the door and goes away. Maybe it would be a good idea for me to go and talk to Rylie like civil adults. There is no way we would be fighting with others in the house.

I get up from my drum set, opening the door. Chasing Michael down the hall. He turns around and a smiles.

"Change your mind there, Ashy?" Michael says with a grin. I roll my eyes. "Whatever, let's go." I reply.

We get to the apartment building, Michael unsurprisingly has a key to the door. We walk in the elevator. Michael presses their floor number, we just stand there in silence.

Michael just walks right into their apartment, Maddi sees Michael and runs, kissing him on the cheek. I stand there awkwardly, clearing my throat to get their attention. Maddi peels off of Mike, stares at me with shock in her eyes. Wait why. Is it because I all of sudden show my face around here?

"Hey" Maddi says to me in a quiet voice. I give her a small smile. "How has she been?" I ask. Maddi shrugs. Great friend she is. I walk around the apartment. I see Kristi and Harry making out in Kristi's room on her bed. I laugh a bit. I caught their attention. Harry mumbles a quick "shit" as we exchange glances. What the fuck?

I get to Rylie's room, I see her back  facing me, with..  Louis? sitting in front of her. Rylie keeps laughing at whatever he is talking about. Her laugh makes me smile. Shit, I wish I was the one making her laugh. I feel a sneeze coming on. "Shit" I mumble. Rylie turns around quickly as Louis looks over her shoulder. Both of their smiles fade quickly.

"Um, sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt, " I say.  "Shit, I made a mistake coming here. um I'll leave." I turn around heading back towards the door to leave. "Ashton, wait!" I hear a voice behind me. I turn around to see Rylie following behind me. I give her a small smile then turn around grabbing the door knob. Turning slightly, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around to see Rylie's beautiful blue eyes.

"Hey" Rylie says to me with a smile. "Can we talk?" I nod my head, I lead her to the hall way outside. I slide down against the wall, she does the same and sits beside me. What is up with us and silence.

"So how are you" I spoke up. I pull my knees up a bit and cross my arms over them. Rylie crosses crosses her legs. She lets out a sigh.

"Ashton. How are you?" Rylie says quietly. She looks over at me with a sympathetic smile 

"Been better, but I am extremely sorry for me being so selfish" I start

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Rylie's POV

Ashton keeps rambling on about how sorry and selfish he is. He looks at me with pleading eyes, just begging for forgiveness.

"Maybe we do have to start over." I whisper as I look down to my hands. I feel Ashton staring at me. I feel an arm wrap around my shoulder, I look up at Ashton who has a grin on his face. He presses his lips to my head. I blush.

"Let me take you out , friend." He says while tugging me closer to him. "Friends, hang out." I say looking up at him.

"Oh shit, yeah, sorry." Ashton mumbles. I laugh at him. He takes his arm off from around me and stands up. He brings his hand out to help me up from the ground. I grab his hand, getting up. We down the hall to the elevator. I text Kristi real quick.

To: Kristi

Going out with Ashton for a bit.. Tell Michael, I will drop him off.

I lock my phone putting it in my pocket and click the down button for the elevator. Ashton stands grinning. "What?" I ask raising an eyebrow. Ashton shrugs, still smiling. "Whatever" I grumble. The doors open to the elevator. We get in. Ashton hums a fimilar tune. I look over at him and smile.

"What are you humming?" I ask nudging him slightly. He laughs "Oh just one of the boys and I's songs, End Up Here." He says with a shrug. Oh yeah, they sang this at their show plus at their band practice. I nod my head

"Mike and I wrote it yeah know?" He says with a smirk on my face. "Oh, yeah?" I answer back. He still has that cocky smirk on his face, but the dimples still make him look younger. I laugh. "What?" He asks. I shake my head, a smirk now forming on my face. He scowls, then I stick my tongue out at him.

Maybe we are going to be okay, all I seemed to be doing is coming back for more. Ashton Irwin, what are you doing to me?