To The Book I'll Never Write

to the book i'll never write: who i am

12/6/18 (these are the dates these were written)

I love you more than most

But I can't handle you.

Your love, trust,

Your unconditional EVERYTHING. 

You're the best thing to happen to me.

I'll never be good enough.

Never.

I'm too damaged.

I feel as if i'm going to break you.

Rip your heart out with no mercy.

I don't want to, but it's going to happen.

Unwillingly. 

I'm sorry for the pain I'll cause.

I'm sorry for the heartbreak

I'm sorry I can't be better

I'm sorry.

I can't promise forever.

I can't promise eternal love.

I can't, I just can't.

I'm sorry for who I am