sad girls - michael clifford

chapter eleven

- Em -

I ran out of Michael's house as quickly as I could, I don't know why but as soon as Michael saw my scars I felt ashamed.

I've been one month clean so far but I have been feeling urges to do it again but there was something stopping me from doing so. That something was Michael.

He made me happy and he always made me smile.. He made me feel special and I shouldn't of ran out of his house. I felt like I should give him an explanation. He wouldn't judge me like that. Would he?

I sighed and looked back and stayed there for a couple of minutes. I hoped that he would come out and run after me. I guess not..

I looked forward and trudged back to my house not caring that it was raining. Everything was so dull at the moment and I just couldn't help but feel that this was all my fault.

As soon as I got home I jumped onto my bed to sleep because I was so sleep deprived but I just couldn't. I felt bad about leaving Michael so soon without an explanation.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket after a couple of minutes of me just lying there. I quickly got out my phone to see Michael texted me.

mikey:

are u mad at me? :(

em: 

no.

mikey: 

im sorry..

em:

its ok 

im sorry for leaving like that.

mikey: 

can we talk about it tomorrow?

em: 

yeah. ok.

mikey:

ok. 

em:

:-) 

mikey:

yOU'RE JUST LIKE LUKE 

PLS NO DONT 

em:

what???

mikey: 

YOU USE THE NOSE WITH THE SMILEY FACE OMG IT MAKES IT LOOK LIKE A PEDO 

em:

oh my go dhahhdajh

mikey: it does right??

em:

i guess so 

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mikey:

nO

em:

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mikey: 

im gonna have nightmares.

em:

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mikey:

bye em.

em:

lub u too !! :-)

I shook my head, smiling slightly and locked my phone. Michael is such a dork.

wowoW I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK AND TRHIS STORY IS GOING NOWHERE IM SORRY BUT I'LL TRY TO WRITE EVERYDAY SO THAT I'LL HAVE LONGER CHapTERS AND ACTUAL GOOD ONES OK BYE LOVE U