Marry Me ||Jikook||

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To KOOOKKKIIIEE,

I'm sorry if I ruined your life
I'm sorry for being annoying
I'm sorry to why our relationship ended this way
I'm sorry for ruining our friendship
I'm sorry if I ever made you confused
I'm sorry if I made you do things you wouldn't want to do.
I'm sorry for always pushing myself to you
I'm sorry if I keep on texting you despite how many times you rejected me
I'm sorry for tolerating your harsh words
I'm sorry if I'm still kind despite you treating me bad
I'm sorry for all the confessions
I'm sorry for all the gifts
I'm sorry for feeling this way towards you.
I'm sorry for all the "I LOVE YOU'S"
I'm sorry if Hobi hyung keeps on scolding you for rejecting me.
I'm sorry for always talking when we're together.
I'm sorry for not believing your harsh words when you're rejecting me.
I'm sorry if I keep on assuming that we both have a chance together
I'm sorry if it took too long for me to let go.
Don't worry...
Me, who is the biggest problem you've had, will finally let you go. You don't have to worry anymore, I am finally and officially deleting myself from your life. You're hard to find. My feelings for you will not change. It's okay kookie, it's quite fair, I've made you miserable for too long. Don't you want that? The problem is giving you the most relaxing opportunity ever for deleting itself from you. Its like the trash took itself out. I will do my best so that you won't have to deal with the annoying brat like me anymore. It's for the best right? Jungkookie? This is okay than me trying to push myself to you. More than okay than trying to force my feelings despite you pushing it away with much greater force. It hurts, yes. But I know I'm doing the right thing. Those 11 years of being in love with you were the best 11 years of my life. And it made me sad to think that I'll finally be letting those precious 11 years slip off from my grasp. I love you and this is how I love

-Park Jimin