baby | baekhyun [1] ✔

45 휘

"Oh Lord.. Am I being destined to never receive permanent happiness?"

My inner voice rang inside my head as I heard fresh rapid steps rushing in behind me. Strings of prayers and curses were taking turns in my mind.

Please.. I just want my freedom.

Beads of tears started to mix with my salty sweats as I ignored my surrounding and kept on pushing myself forward.

I felt so desperate and panic at the moment. I wanted nothing but got myself standing on the black tar street. I motivated myself in the chaos; defeaning my ears from hearing whatever Chanwoo was shouting feverishly behind me.

"10 more steps to go Chae! Don't give up!"

My accuracy upon the distance between my feet and the main road didn't dissapoint anyone except for the man who trailed behind me.

I started to countdown as I got closer to my goal.

Ten.
Nine.
Eight.
Seven.
Six.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.

The picture of me smiling like a victor once I stepped out of the forest was dominating my mind. It was almost like a dream comes true for me.

But instead of seeing neat lines of street lamps, my sight was being greeted by a blinding 'spotlight'.

With an ear screeching scream and a loud crashing sound, my body was slowly went out of conciousness.

Dark pitch of black swallowed me in immediately as pain took over my happiness, ripping it off from my heart in an instant that made me chuckled in amusement.

"You really won't let me live happily aye?"

I whispered to the sky right after my torso touched the entire slippery road. I heard a cracked sound came from my upper body and I winced. It was hurtful but I just wanted to smile. It was too painful that I started to feel numb; too much pain to be handled by my broken self.

"God.. let me die then. I don't want to live anymore."