Live, Laugh, and Love Life

Chapter 14

shardae pov

so when I let tavon in we went straight up stairs and I finished watching bad girls club until tavon big mouth said

tavon-u is to old to be watching this crazy drama stuff

me-Boyy bye I dnt say nothing when you watching the football  game, so if I'm too old to watch bgc then your too young to watch the football game

tavon-yeh ok

me-(laughs)

Then out of no where tavon comes in sit behind me and wrapped his arms  around my waist. I looks at him as to say wat do you think you're doing but I said not a word.so I guess that gave him the pleasure to start kissing my neck. so I pretend to act like I was paying him no mind because I kept my eyes on the tv.Then tavon ask me did I want him to stop I paused for a minute because it felt so good and my heart wanted to say no but I knew I had to say yeh before it gets out of hand.But I still said nothing even though I ws supposed to say yeh so he kept on going then I felt his hands going up my shirt into the bra. I began to get the chills cause it felt so right but I knew it was wrong, so I said stop in a soft manner. so he stop. looking at me all confused and finally he said what's the matter was I doing to much??

me-nooo it's just that....

him-its just what..

me-idk

him-ok

I can tell that he was probably frustrated but it's just that I was all knew to this to tell you the truth. I had plenty of boyfriends as I called it but nothing to seriously but I actually thought I was falling for this nigga.And I knew things was going to start to get out of hand so I had to stop it before it did.It was silence until I broke the silence and ask him what did he want to do. so he said anything you want to do.So I thought to myself I hate when niggas say that like I just ask you the damn question.Then I said I dnt know nothing to do then we started talking about stuff so I became less bored but sleepy so we took our clothes on and next thing you know we was sleep.

-And No we didnt do anything