Live, Laugh, and Love Life

Chapter 28

Jermiara pov

1week later

I still wasn't talking to Ellis and God knows he been blowing up my phone, stopping pass my house in allat. Ive been not answering him and telling my mom to say I wasn't home.I truly missed him but I shouldn't have to be getting disrespected from popcorn hoes and having to fight for my life.So I had to show him I wasn't playing anymore, he even get his s*** together or get the f*** out my face cause I'm on some grown women s***. I was chilling in the house to cause I didn't feel like being bothered with anybody, I felt like this summer had took a toll over my body..I wasn't definitely doing some turning up.But I wasn't trying to stay in today and plus it wasn't going to been that hot, around the 80s I guess.I called my bff  rin.He was the turn up king.she got you in parties for free cause I guess he just had clout like that.But anyways he knew all the right spots to hang out at and when I say he was down for whatever... he was.

Me -rinny-rin Lol

Rin-lls wassup bff

Me-wyd

R-s*** rey take a s***

Me-ewww,but uknoo somewhere we can go tonight

R-yeh we can go up paparazzi, odamn u not 18yet bff

Me-ik where the connects at

R-imma see if my mans going be up there tonight then imma text u bac

Me-mmmk

After I hunged from him ,I decided to call my bff sharfa e cause I anit hear from her in 2days, that thot been so wrapped up under tavon arms.Her phone ringed and ringed before she finally answered.

Shardae-yoo

Me-b****  dnt take so long to answer the phone nxt time

S- (laughs) w/e I was making something to eat

Me- yeh yeh yeh, wyd thoo

S- I just told u

Me- o. ,where u been

s-inna house chilling trying stay from getting black, hbu

Me- mmhmm u been wrapped up in tavon arms but if u say so, but I've been chilling trying think bout some s***

S- (laughs) girl anit nobody thinking bout tavon a**,but u always thinking, sit ya thinking a** down somewhere and think about what we going do tonight

Me-lol fr thoo but idk my bff (rin) wanted to go to  if he can get us in so yur welcome to cone

S-thats wassup, but let me knoo what's the plans so I can make my plans, but wassup wit u n E

Me-girl idk I've been ignoring him like crazy but imiss him thoo, I just dnt knoo... I'm too grown for the bs n if s*** going always be this way..I dnt want this kind of relationship

S-tru... girl go get ya man so he can lay that pipe down,I knoo u want it lol

Me-(laughs) puta-que (bishh what)1st of all he's not a man until he's 21, n second I'm scared of the D, so he won't be laying nuthin down... got that

S-dfl yeh yeh yeh that's what they all say but imma call u bac cause somebody on my ova line

Me- wonder who that could be (coughs) tavon but mmmk byee

S- (laughs) b**** bye

We hungef up from our lor convo or whatever, then I hoped on ig.As I was strolling down I saw a picture of me and ellis that he had put up 1jour ago,(caption wrote) "I truly have to fix things with her, I miss  her like crazy and I gotta go make it right.. ily jermiara nomatter what life may brings". I almost cried caused I missed him so much but I been trying play tuff roll knowing I don't got it in me.That caption was so touching I thought to myself as I began to wipe a tear from my eye,I gotta stay strong.I kept on strolling until I saw another picture he had put up of us.I guess it was power couple day cause all I saw was people posting pictures up of there bf or gf. I wished that was me but too bad it anit.He had hashed tagged our picture under powercouple and his caption wrote..."what's understood into have to be explained, so I neva reply".Then I looked at the comments and saw somebody bye the name of @toomiss_goodietish reply

toomiss_goodietish-dfl but u reply to me but I'm sipping my tea

He had changed his ig name from Ellis_E to loving_jermiara when we had our little disagreement as I calk it .

Loving_jermiara-b**** mind ya business and bounce from off my picture

toomiss_goodietish-y u madd thoo

Loving_jermiara-I'm not u are thoo, u wanna be where she at which would neva happen so dipp b

toomiss_goodietish-(laughs) nigga get a lor gf n dnt kno how to across but imma still sip my tea

I was about to comment until something in my head told me to be the bigger person because I'm a peace maker and don't have time for the drama plus I dint fuss over social media when I do fuss.I didn't like the picture or anything I just left his page and kept on strolling.I began to get bored so I got up took a shower and then came back out to but my clothes on.Finding my clothes excited me cause I had so many and  everything in every color. I saw my skinny yellow straight legs and a pink and yellow half of shirt.I then looked to my shoe closet and put on my public converse.A cool day for a cool outfit,nothing to much or plain either.