Chapter 29

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Destiny's P.O.V

After I got off the phone with Cameron, Ali, and Ethan.

We made a plan. All four of us is gonna crush Justin's little heart. Wow I've turned mean over the past year.

I sat there on the couch on my phone texting Ethan, Cameron, and Ali in our group chat.

The bus was huge. And I was glad. Me and Justin got our own rooms and didn't have to share one.

I went to room and went to sleep.

Right before I fell asleep someone walked in. I thought it was Nicki but the bus was moving and she was on the other bus.

The person grabbed my throat and started choking me.

Long finger nails, small hands, doesn't know how to grab someone's throat right, doesn't know how to choke someone. Selena . Obviously,

I laughed.

"How cam you fucking laugh when I'm choking you!" She yelled

"Cause I can breathe" I laughed

"Your not supposed to breath when someone is choking you" she yelled

"But your not choking me"

"Yes I am!"

"No you have to grab them right here and do this" I showed her.

She did it.

"DIE!" She yelled

"Who am I kidding your to fucking weak to choke me" I laughed. I showed her how to do it and she still chat choke me.

"Baby what are you doing" Justin said to Selena .

"Ummmm" she said and took her hands off me. I started laughing so hard.

"What?" Justin said

"Your - your girlfriend is a weak piece of shit" I laughed so hard the could barley understand me.

Selena crossed her arms and rolled her eyes.

"Got that right" Justin mumbled. Selena couldn't understand what he mumbled but I did.

I started laughing even harder.

"You two crack me up. Now I have to go pee cause Selena is so pathetic." I laughed as I went to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Destiny, you are stupid, your are a piece of shit, you are pathetic, you are unworthy , you are ugly, you are a dumbass, you are mean, no one likes you, your a mess, your a fuck up.

WHAT THE HELL DESTINY WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT!

Why am I yelling and talking to myself in my head. I don't know !

Look at me now I'm so stupid I'm talking to myself in my head why I look in a mirror.

I leaned my back against the wall of the bathroom and slid down so I was sitting on the floor. I cried, I just cried,

What the hell is fucking wrong with me. I'm mean one minute, Laughing the next minute, talking to myself the next, then hating on myself and crying the next.

Ugh why!!!

I kept there on the floor crying till someone knocked, they probably had to use the bathroom. Cause I was silent crying not Loud.

"One sec" I said lightly. Trying not for the person to know I was crying.

"Hurry I have to fucking go!" Justin yelled grumpy from outside the door. I checked my watch and it was 2 am. I need sleep.

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