Thugs Lust

chapter 8

*Big T in the media*

Naomi POV

I got woken up by the sound of a loud thunder and rain I looked around and my eye sight was kind of blurry so I rub my eyes just to see what was going on

I felt hands holding me I look to the side of me and it was kary I was wondering why he was holding me and a recap of yesterday rushed through my mind I instantly felt weak in the body

I began to feel everything the day it started with him from the way my body felt all the Cry's and suffers
I was only 10 years old my eyes start to water

Flash back

"What are you doing please stop" I tried too back away from him

"Relax babygirl I got you I'm not going to hurt you"
He put his hand in my pants

" MOMMYY!!" He hit me in my face i screamed her name begged and plead hopping she would come for my rescue
He just covered up my mouth and proceed to do what he wanted to all I could do was cry

End of flash back

I quickly tried to erase them thoughts out of my mind not wanting to even think about it anymore I got tured of the night mares I got tired of seeing him do them things too me
I tensed up
I tried to get up but kary had me in a tight hold he was holding me like I was his teddy bear

"Kary" I whispered
He opened up one eye and look at me
"Can you please let me go"
He looked down at his hands
" Oh yeah my bad" he mumbled

He let me go Then he went back to sleep so I got up and walked upstairs and went inside the restroom I turned on the bath water and look at myself in the mirror
Damn I look bad
My eyes were puffy
I had tear stains on my face
My hair is all over the place I need to freshen myself up I can't look like a bum because of those things he don't define me I am powerful and beautiful

I walked into the room Amarie was still sleep I went to my bags so it was my perfect opportunity too freshen up
I pulled out some Calvin Klein Boyshorts and sports bra that Zakary had got me at the mall
hear is so sweet to me
his next girlfriend is going too be so happy
I went to my bags I brought from home and found me a basic plain shirt
It was pretty big
Just the way I like it being comfortable I wanted too chill and relax today since I haven't really been able too

I got up and went to the restroom
and started to get undress
I took my hair from the ponytail it was in and let it all out
I set the scrunchies on the counter

I got in the bath once I got inside I felt relaxed it almost felt like all my problems just left me as soon as the water hit me
I washed my body
After a while I just sat there in my relax mode

Time passed and I was still in the tub just relaxing I looked at the time and 50 mins has passed

"Oh shit" I said under my breath
I hurried and got out and got to drying myself off

I put on my clothes
I grabbed the tooth brush and started to do my hygiene routine
After I was done I grabbed my brush,phone, eco gel, and my scrunchies

I walked out the bathroom and to my surprising Amarie is still sleeping in peace she is adorable now you know she is mommy's baby she just look to adorable she always turn my frown upside down she brings me happiness and that's all that I need

I sat on the floor where the mirror was I really liked this mirror it was a whole body mirror
I started to do my hair sitting here contemplating on what to do..
decided on a slick back ponytail
I grabbed my brush and opened my Eco gel
And started to brush my hair to the back of my head I applied Eco gel to my hair so it can stay in place