Beyond Crazy -Book Two

Please Live

~Chapter Fourteen~                          

<Thora Violet> Anger was making my hands shake. His eyes were closed. I didn't know where all that strength came from me to hit Asher on the face. It echoed at the hall and he grabbed my hand.

"Are you out of your mind?! What is wrong with you Asher!" I pulled my hand from his grip and bent next to Chris.

I didn't know where to touch. I've seen this before. It was making me cry. I reached for my phone in my purse to get an ambulance and Asher held my hand. He stood me up from the floor and my phone fell in Chris' blood.

"Let me go Asher. He's loosing too much blood!" he picked me up and swung me over his shoulder like he has been doing to me.

"Asher put me down! Don't leave him like this please." I cried. He walked to the room with me and shoved me on the bed. I hurriedly stood up from the bed and he shoved me again.

"He will die if we leave him like that Asher. Please don't do this. He'll stay away because of what happened. Don't go this far please." I begged and held onto his shirt. He slapped my hand away and forced his lips in my mouth.

He was kissing me savagely taking off my dress. I pushed him off countless times and anytime I pushed him, he came in strong on me. "What do you want Miller? I'll do anything you want, please let's just take him to a hospital. I won't be able to live if he dies please." I cried out to him and he stopped too breathing in heavily.

"You'll do anything I want?" he asked and I nodded. "I want him gone Violet. His presence makes me angry. I don't want him to live. He really doesn't deserve you and you keep going back to him! He makes me feel I can never be enough for you! I don't care if he dies Thora." I shook my head at him with tears pouring down.

"I'll... be with you. I'm not going back to him Asher. Please... let's just take him to a hospital." I cried begging him. My palms were rubbing against each other in front of him. "Please." I said with a teardrop.

"I can't do this." he said and headed for the door. I thought we were both stepping out but he stepped out first and locked me inside. "I'm sorry Thora. I can't do this."

"Asher..." my words were stuck in my tears. "Asher please... hear me out." I heard the door to his bedroom bang close and I screamed out.

My phone. I searched for my phone and it wasn't with me. I sat close to the door screaming and crying out. There was no one to help me out. Chris was loosing his life at the hall, lying in his blood and I was helpless.

I couldn't do anything. This was too much. After what he saw Asher do to me and this whole thing. It was really too much. I started having panic attacks too. I couldn't breathe out the way I wanted to. I lay back on the floor gritting my teeth and clenching my fist.

"Please live Chris." I mumbled. I closed my eyes and cried.

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I slept through the pain and when I woke up, it was morning. I rushed out of the floor and held the door knob. I turned it and it was still closed. "Asher," my throat was dry. My eyes felt heavy and my head was aching. "Miller." I called out. The door opened and I pushed him out of my way running to the hall. Chris' blood was still stained there but he wasn't there.

"Where is he? What did you do to him?"

"I'm sorry Thora..."

"Where is he!"

"I tried." That was all he said. I ran around the house looking everywhere for him.

"Chris... I'm here Chris. Where are you?" I asked opening doors and checking every part of the house. "Chris."