journal poetry

04

i hate you
go away
you're a burden
causing pain

i hate you
just go die
such an idiot
for loving you

for thinking you loved me
for loving you back
for wasting my life
for wanting you

just go die
drown in the lake
burn to death
fall off a cliff

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all that inner rage
building up
bubbling inside
BECAUSE OF YOU

you piece of shit
you ruined my life
fucking die
i don't how, just die

you hurt everyone
especially me
"i love you so much"
you told us

then you hurt us
liar
dirty disgusting liar
i want you to die

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i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

love is nothing but
pain sadness
emptiness

i don't want a relationship
i'm tried of getting hurt
getting lied to
ruining my own life

yet i'm lonely
i feel empty
and numb
what is this?

i hate you
want you to die
yet i still want you
only you

those broken thoughts
echo through my mind
spreading like wildfire
everywhere now

i can't take it
i want to be free
i need to be free
i must be free

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i want you to die
waste of time
i want you to die
get out of my mind

you've haunted me
my thoughts
my dreams
my life

go away forever
and never come back
you left me for her
and hurt her too

useless
that what you are
a useless devil
that only brings pain

go away devil man
no one wants you