Why me?

Part 2

-India

I've been having flash backs lately of what he used to do to me I do love this man but honestly he was just too much for my life ..

-flash back-
''lay yo ass down and shut up!''

I remember laying in the bed looking at him the man I loved was not okay he was very dangerous I was scared one day he might kill me it was true cuz he would one day if I pissed him all the way off...

'' do you love me India!!!!!''  His voice got demanding and really deeper then before

I didn't say nun but cry because I was it was gonna end bad....

'' Answer me !!!!!!!! Do you''

Why should I love you ? My mind was right why did I belive this abusive ass mf  all he did was fuck and beat me everyday he could get

''Mum!! '' my son came in looking in the door way ''are you guys playing again ?''

My son could telll I wasn't playing he could see the pain in my eyes but I didn't say anything

'' Go back to your room and let me and mama play ok bud???'' Chris said as his voice lowered and he got soft and sweet

You can do all that but choose to do me wrong I  hate you Christoper you should get what's coming to you mark my words

''Leave him he's no good''

''Stay with him cause you will never find anyone like him ever again ''

'' Your so weak and worthless just kill your self already''

''leave him your hurting and you deserve better ''

So many voices were in my head but I didn't know what to do or what to belive I was tired of being put down by him I was tired of getting beat everyday if I made one simple mistake I remember one time he pushed me down the stairs but I lied and said I fell down

''Stop fuckn walking away from me !''

I left our room and started walking to the stairs then next then you know
I was on the grown  face first hurt and broken he punched me I seen him walk off but I didn't say anything

Why would he do this to me ...

''clean yo self  up''  he looked down at me and walking away laughing ..

Will India finally leave Chris ?
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I know I'm kinda trash in writing but I am trying but tell me what do you think about this book..
(Passion❤️☺️ )