"Because you worth everything okay? You lost people I know but you travel in a dangerous universe, I seen you today I saw the tears in your eyes watching the innocent woman get dunked. You put your life in others hands. You'd step into a flying bullet to save a life! Can't you see? Your worth everything! To me you're my world my happiness and everything you can't give up now! Okay?" Even after that speech her voice was still forgiving and soothing.
"But right now, just let me help? Your bleeding I can see it flowing out."
She just looked straight at her like her eyes her begging for help yet her mouth wasn't corresponding.
They quickly got the blood washed off by that time Ryan brought the bandages first then went to find the rest. Yaz quickly applied the bandages on stopping the blood until they could get to the medibay so she could quickly stitch the wound up.
She heard a knock on the door, she smiled at the Doctor and went to look, standing there was Ryan with fluffy pjs and socks piled with a nightgown and a couple of packs of custard creams.
"Me and Graham found them as the TARDIS landed us in our house. Also, there's a hot chocolate on the bed stand curiosity of Graham, how is she doing?"
You could hear the worry in his voice laced with panic.
"She accepted help finally, shes breaking and hopefully she'll be better but everyone needs to help because this is something I've never thought, she is always full of joy and bubbles it's so different."
"She will be alright." He tried to comfort her.
"She wants to die, Ryan. Shes repeating that statement so much that I'm starting to believe that so no its not a little silly thing shes saying. Shes pushing the words into my head."
"If you love so much you will do anything. So, do everything, she would do it for you." And he quickly walked out, leaving the items on the bed.
She quickly got the Pjs and walked back in, looking the woman was stuck in a flashback and was trashing around that her wound was bleeding.
"Doctor" she grabbed her arms as lightly as she could to stop the movement.
"you are safe, I promise." "trust me your safe." Were the statements she was saying over and over again trying to get her to listen.
She stopped shaking and looked at her tears running again.
Yaz wipe them and had a sad smile on her face, she helped her into the pjs and fluffy socks.
Grabbing the nightgown and passing it to her softly. "Right do you want to get the medibay your wound needing fixing and ill get you some pain relief then you can decide what you want? But one thing. I love you. Please with your hearts remember that?"
"I love you too Yaz." She said quietly and kissed her cheek with all her energy she had and then passed out.
"RYAN! Get here now!" She dropped to her knees and felt for a heartbeats they were there beating strongly must be blood loss, she heard loud banging footsteps running to the room.
"What happened?"
"Blood loss, her wound needs stitching as I took a first aid course it included that."
They quickly ran to the medical room with the TARDIS lighting the way as if it was crying as well. They got to the room in which Ryan placed the doctors' flimsy body down, Yaz lifted her shirt to expose the problem she quietly thanked that she was asleep as the antiseptic wipe hurts. She cleaned the wound placing a fresh bandage over it so she doesn't catch it. As she was a clumsy kinda girl.
She put a line into her veins letting the blood flow into her body and helping her. Adding a heart monitor on as well. Thank God she'd watch Casualty one day really helped. She administered the pain relief hoping it help her heal.
She then walked quickly out to see the rest of team TARDIS, as she'd think the Doctor would be knocked out for a while, she found them in the kitchen eating something with tears in their eyes. This day was getting worse by every single minute. She sadly smiled and sat down.
"What's up with Doc?"
"I've finally got her to sleep for now, shes badly hurt. Mentally and physically."
Then all of a sudden, they heard a thud.
"I think shes awoke, that wasn't long." Ryan said quietly
"Yeah" Yaz sighed "You want to come? I think being frozen nearly to death is quite scary yet she has no idea how shes there and probably scared to death."
They all nodded and went with Yaz quickly but quietly coming up with a plan, they would sit on the other side of the room so she didn't feel pressured into anything. They slowly walk in, to see the innocent woman sat there with tears in her eyes. Nightmare?
Yaz walked over to her love. "Sweetie? What's wrong?"
"Scared."
Her heart broke into a million pieces, "What scaring you?"
"Sleep."
Now she was more than confused. She sat next to her and just hug her.
"I can't see their faces anymore. Hear screams for parents and children, love ones. The blazing of guns and bombs. My mistakes."
"You didn't do anything, that sounds like war."
"My home Gallifrey, there was a war and I ended it. It killed innocent people for nothing."
"You ended a war, you ended their endless suffering"
"I killed them"
"You saved them."
"how? I KILLED them 2.47 billion innocent children. Ended my own species in a second."
"Doctor you saved the suffering. Then would have died from evil. You killed them with grace and prayers."
