The Reality of life

Episode 6

When ever you feel like your heart is heavy, read the Quran' and you will find peace.

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When he drop us at home, we are about to go in when he called me asking of my number, I give it to him and he gives us money which I decline immediately he was about to persuade me to collect it but before he those that I just ran inside the house without looking back.

All I think of at that time is that I don't want to collect his money am already thankful for what his wife gave us. I met Ummi and Fatin talking so I greeted her and she ask about the well being of Mems and her family which I answer her and proceed to the bedroom to remove my clothe, we are in my bedroom when Ummi call me that someone is looking for me, when I reach the living room I met a boy and he gives me an envelope 📨 I collected it and went back to the room and saw my phone blinking I check it and it was a message from an unknown number telling me 'please accept his gift.

Fatin ask me what's inside the envelope, when I open it its the money that I rejected so I told her what happen when she left,
She just look at me and kept quiet so a I ask her to count the money and she told me is 20k I told to carry 10 but insist that 5k is okay.

That night I don't know why but I couldn't sleep I was just moving from one side of the bed to the other, I was just restless no matter how I try to feel at ease but I find it difficult, I was just thinking about how my pears are married with children some are even working but it's 2-0 for me. Even Fatin Is luckier than me because at least she was once married and have one kid is just that her ex husband is a son of a b***t but Alhamdulillah she has a son which was her fruit but me at thirty I have nothing absolutely nothing.

So when I feel am not getting any better I walk to the bathroom, perfume ablution and begin to pray until when I finally sleep without realizing it.

The next day I give Ummi 5k, give Hussein and Gaddaf my two brothers 2k each and use the rest for me and teddy. What I can say is my mom's prayers was the only thing that keeps me moving Alhamdulillah for that.

Finally today is Saturday and its Hanifa's dinner party, so Fatin come over to our house for her make -up because I'm a train make up artist, we finished our make up around 7 o'clock and we have Fatin's brother waiting to take us to the venue of the dinner.
When I enter that hall and feel the music I search for my stress and it's no where to be found Astangafurullah (lol).
I have to enjoy myself before 9 pm so I just start dancing and all our friends come rushing to me because am always the life of every party we went, we dance, eat, chat, laugh and enjoy ourselves I just forget my worries and am so happy for Hanifa because she find her self a home.

When we are about to go we find guys waiting to drop us and that's what always happen when ever I go to weddings, I usually don't pay attention to those men and that what I just did because they most have finished checking me out so I'm tired of given them my attention and when I did, the next thing will be them shamelessly telling me how they admire my body, my body is hot some will even go to the extend of touching my hips which I know is the center of attention in my body, and the mentality of men is that any girl that dance in parties are all idiot like their st***d mind that is why I avoid men at weddings like plague because I know they can't stop me from enjoying myself.

I may be home less but believe me am not desperate that's what I always tell myself, my sisters that rush in to marriage I know I have peace of mind more than they do,  so I will make sure when the right time comes I choose wisely.

Alhamdulillah Ur thought please thank you
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