Adopted By Yoonmin

Big shock

Xavier's Pov:
It's been a while since me and Joon talked about my problems, I feel like he is loosing his feelings for me because of how much of a mess I cause. I was laying in our bunk while the others were in the lounge talking, I told them I didn't feel good and wanted to rest up a bit. It really wasn't a whole lie because I didn't really feel good but I also wanted to be  alone but I didn't tell them that, but I didn't understand why I was feeling ill but I pushed those thoughts away and ignored it all. I just laid there and looked through my phone because I didn't know what else to do, shortly after I got bored so I set my phone down and rolled onto my side and closed my eyes and slowly drifted off.

~Time Skip~
Joon's POV:
I noticed that Xavier has been a bit distant lately and I wasn't sure why, I mean he does look a little sick but it's probably nothing major though probably just a small cold. I get up from other others and heard back to the bunks and walk over to the one we share and move the curtain quietly and notice he's asleep which is good cause he needs the rest. Which is another thing I noticed was he wasn't sleeping well, so I try to make sure he gets in a nap or two after a long day.
Xavier worries me sometimes I mean I know of all his issues which I won't blame him for but he needs to help himself and I plan to help him as well, he will be getting help from all of us no matter what it takes. We all made promises to help him even if he is a bit stubborn for the help.

~Time Skip: 3 weeks later~
Xavier's POV:
It's been weeks and I still haven't been getting better but I'm not sure why, Joon says I should go to the doctor but I don't want to not while the tour is going, he says it will be okay. I was stubborn and I knew he was right so I told him on the next stop I would go by myself and he knew he wouldn't win. So as the bus pulled up to the venue, I looked at the time an it was about 11 am, I got changed and I left a note and headed off to the nearest urgent care building which wasn't that far surprisingly.
I walked into the building and gave my info and signed in and went an sat in the waiting room. I looked through my phone and noticed I got a text from Joon saying 'thank you for listening to me, love you baby' I smiled at the text and replied 'your welcome babe love you too' I put my phone in my pocket and looked around the room a bit until I heard my name being called.

~Time Skip: back to bus~[im lazy]
Xavier's POV:
After being at the urgent care an now being back on the bus, I locked myself in the bathroom because I didn't want to face anyone because I felt disgusted with myself because I don't know why this had to happen to me, I was so scared to tell everyone that apparently able to get pregnant and that I am currently 5 weeks pregnant. I am so scared to tell Joon and my parents, they will think I'm gross and hate me, Joon will leave me, my parents will send me back. I tried to stay relaxed because I heard stress could cause a miscarriage, I took a few deep breaths and noticed the tears going down my face.
I opened the door and walked to my the bunk and crawled into it and laid on my side with a hand on my stomach, I closed my eyes and whispered to myself "I'm sorry, I won't let anyone hurt you" I slowly drifted off to sleep thinking of a way to tell them the news.